annaifiedbaby;;

i wait.

2009-09-04T11:35:00.003+08:00

i don't know if you'll ever read this or not.
i don't know if you even care that much anymore.

but you promised that you'd love me forever,
and i believed you.

and i fell in love with you.

you promised that you'd never leave me,
and i believed you. and i trusted you.

and i let you.

then you left me. and im still not mad. i still love you, and i still miss you.
i can wait, you know. i can wait. i shall wait.

you say move on, where do i go?

you were the best.
so i guess second best is all i will know.

i wait.

I FREAKING LOVE YOU

2009-08-02T17:22:00.001+08:00

I LOVE YOU!

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!

we're all part of the same sick little games;

2009-08-01T18:16:00.002+08:00

DAMMIT I AM SO PISSED!

it's such a bloody freaking waste of my freaking time! i'm so freaking done and beat dammit.

you can forget about my freaking waiting anymore!

and i know i'm saying "freaking" more than i should, but i don't want ot use the actual word beginning with f because i am trying to not use it...

grejusdcnfvrdjsdcvgfrjeksfvgfrdescvgfrdewsefjgredlfbhgtrkew. DAMMIT!

SIGH. WHAT THE HELL.

being alone on holidays SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. don't give me that "spend time with family shit" BECAUSE I SEE THEM EVERYDAY! AND I LOVE THEM TO BITS, DON'T GET ME WRONG. BUT STILL. IT'S LIKE STARING IN THE MIRROR FOR WEEKS AND DAYS AT END! WOULDN'T YOU GET BORED? CAUSE I AM!

i can't take it anymore!

sigh. be positive. be positive. be positive.

GFRH4EIOLDCLVG

IT'S NOT WORKING.

breathe in. out. in. out. in. out.

I'M HYPERVENTILATING BECAUSE...HVGIFMJDNVHFJRMKDVBGFRDEKCFVGFDESXDVGF

sigh

i hate it! i hate it! gbfrdesjxdcvgftrewasxdwertyui

you know what? one year when i'm old enough, i want to go holiday with my friends!frhewikajdcvfgrd

you know i want to spend time with my friends! and don't give me that "you spend time with friends in school" shit because how am i supposed to spend time with them if we're freaking studying most of the freaking time!

GVFRJMKSXCVNFRDJKSXDVBGFRDKXCFVBVGFRDEFVG

i am sorry. i am just angry. today i am very restless. and pissed. i rushed home just to stare at an empty online page.

THATS HOW DESPERATE I AM!

WHICH JUST MAKES ME MAD!

OH SO DAMN MAD!

~~i never asked for this dammit.~~

mariana's trench

2009-07-31T17:26:00.000+08:00

ARGH I FREAKING LOVE MARIANA'S TRENCH AND THE LEAD SINGER IS SO HOT!

EVERYONE SHOULD JUST GO LISTEN TO ALL TO MYSELF AND GOOD TO YOU!

HAHAHAHAH. IT'S SO GOOD! I AM SO RANDOM!

you know i'm like freaking pissed? unbelievable, but it's so freaking true. dammit.

this present day.

2009-07-30T17:39:00.004+08:00

today i could be all fuck this and fuck that, and curse and swear like nobody's there (oh look, i made a rhymey-rhymey), but i won't. i could jump around and use countless exclamation marks to express points and gasp at certain points in total high-ness, but i won't. today i could be short and sad with "..." to lengthen out my "*sigh*"s and such, but i won't. today i could be mad. today i could be happy. today i could be sad.

but today i will be just me.

what i want today is fun. i want to go out with all my friends and just hang out. and CHILL. to take pictures and do lame stuff like scream and talk to random people in fake accents. and, of course, to go KTV. i am still asian (or "azn") and i have asian habits. haha. i want to fly kites. i want a pet snake. i want alot of things today. but i think fun would be enough.

what i need today is that particular remote control that they have in that movie with adam sandler. i think it was called Click or something. so i could fast forward the yucky parts, play the fun parts, and slow down the parts with you.

well, ohkay i don't really need that. but i wish i did. i wish i was like Hiro, from Heroes. with the ability to manipulate space and time. i could be like "hey mom, i'm going to hong kong for awhile, be back in five minutes?" and i could stop time during an exam and go look at sung jun's paper. so i could leave new zealand and go to singapore for awhile and then be back in new zealand in five minutes after i left.

i also wish my internet would stop disconnecting and hurry the hell up. but that doesn't sound like it flows with the post, now does it?

i don't hace school withdrawal symptoms. i do NOT wish school would hurry up and open again, because i enjoy doing nothing and sleeping in. i hate waking up early in the morning just to get to school and glare at the people you hate. the only good thing is that the people you love are there.

now this doesn't apply for me anymore. i don't hate anyone in SAS and the only people i know (and love) there are xinying and brenna. (going pudong you see.) and i'll have to wake up even earlier. i don't want school to re-open, contrary to popular opinions. i just want to be home.

where everything is familiar, and nothing is new. kind of like stopping time but everyone still living.

i just wish i was with you.

today i missed you.

SUMMER. SUMMER? SUMMER.

2009-07-28T17:07:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA FINALLY FINALLY I HAVE INTERNET AGAIN.

i am sorry, ny internet suddenly stopped working for awhile but it works perfectly now. yay! anyways, in my free time (due to lack of internet access), i have been watching countless movies.

yes. like, alot. it's freaky, actually.

uhmm.

there was :

Two Weeks Notice (this is really cute)

Notting Hill (this is really realy romantic)

The Invasion (this is really scary.)

Wall-E (THIS IS SO FREAKING CUTE!)

The In-Laws (this is really lame.)

The Wedding Planner (this is romantic)

The Mummy (the one with jet li. it was ohkay...)

Wanted (i freaking love this.)

Eagle Eye (shia is hot.)

American Dreamz (......?)

and others. blah blah. summer is nice, i guess.

very boring, but the sleep is good.

mmm sleep.

heeeeee. i want to go change into my pjs....haha.

i don't want to go home! i like sleeping for long periods of time.

i miss brenna and hilary and sarah and kaka tons. hmmmm.

i've always secretly wanted to be emo.

2009-07-19T17:04:00.003+08:00

"love is patient, love is kind. it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. it is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices in the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves." -1 corinthians 13: 4-7

funny how it isn't mentioned that love isn't fun

cause it's not.

*sighs*

anywhos. new zealand is fun, although boring. sleeping is my favourite activity, everything here is so expensive and i've no one to go around with. it's nice and cold, though.

TWITTERMECRAZY.

2009-07-12T17:58:00.001+08:00

FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER PEEPS!

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LOVE! :]

HAPPY TWENTY DAYS.

2009-07-10T20:38:00.002+08:00

done and done.

AN ALL-ORIGINAL ANNA LING BLOGSKIN!

i saved my old blogskin in a MICROSOFT WORD DOCUMENT.

dear old blogskin. i want you to know. you'll always have a special place in my heart. *sniffs*

ENOUGH WITH THE MUSHY STUFF!

happy twenty days! :]

anyways. I'M IN NEW ZEALAND! AND I'M FOUR HOURS FASTER THAN MOST OF THE PEOPLE I KNOW! HAHAHAHAAH.

anyways

i can't decide whether this blogskin or my old one was nicer. PLEASE TAG ME AND TELL ME WHICH ONE IS BETTER. T.T

change is good. i think.

2009-07-10T20:27:00.001+08:00

changing blogskin. wish me luck? haha.

and i really want my old blogskin to know,

i really did love you. T.T

subliminal messaging

2009-07-06T14:14:00.003+08:00

today i had an, whats that word, uhm. epiphany! again!

not like the other one which was about peer pressure.

this one's about SUBLIMINAL MESSAGING!

hah!

now i bet alot of you don't even know what subliminal messaging even is!

according to wikipedia;

" A subliminal message is a signal or message embredded in another medium, designed to pass below the normal limits of the human mind's perception. These messages are unrecognizable by the conscious mind, but in certain situations can affect the subconscious mind and can negatively or positively influence subsequent later thoughts, behaviours, actions, attitudes, belief systems and value systems. "

still don't get it? IT'S ALL ABOUT BEING SUBTLE.

it's like someone coming up to you and being all "sigh, i wish i had enough money to buy the latest edition of teen vogue."

and you, thinking you're being all generous, will be like "oh here, have some money. go buy it, you can pay me back later." *big smile*

you THINK you've done a good deed, but all you are, is naive.

the person tricked you! hahaha. BY SUBLIMINAL MESSAGING!

he/she subtly hinted that if she had this, she could buy this, so you gave her that!

sometimes people do that unconsciously, but thats rarely.

even i do it sometimes!

"mummy, you know just now i saw the most gorgeous pair of converse shoes ever? they were so cute! they were like, high-topped and everything! black and pink!"

and in the end. i end up walking out of the mall with a bag that says "welcome to the CONVERSE CENTURY."

see? subliminal messaging WORKS.

heres another example. a few says ago, i was walking around junction 8, and they were selling really cute pouches. but you know what the sign said?

"SANITARY PAD POUCHES! SALE! ONLY TEN DOLLARS!"

this is NOT subliminal messaging. this is just a MESSAGE.

and i was repulsed. WHY WOULD I GO UP AND BE LIKE "HI, I'D LIKE TO BUY THAT PAD POUCH OVER THERE" TOA COMPLETE STRANGER?

hahahah.

they should have been like

"POUCHES FOR ALL YOUR WOMANLY NEEDS! SALE! ONLY TEN DOLLARS!"

i mean, sure it's more words, but still. IT DOESN'T SAY PAD.

hahahaha.

anyways, my point is. SUBLIMINAL MESSAGING WORKS. yes. it does. it tells us what we want to hear, and makes us believe things we may not have believed before. like,

"if i used this perfume i'd be surrounded by guys like that girl in the ad."

"if i use this computer i will reallyhave miny cartoon notes floating around me when i listen to music like the guy in the ad."

"if i eat cadbury chocolate my car will really turn into chocolate and i'd start singing "wouldn't it be nice if the world was cadbury" like in the ad."

"if i buy this pad there will really be a paddy angel watching me in my sleep and i'll really dream of green meadows like the girl in the ad"

"if i buy this bra then i will really be sexy as hell like the girl in the ad."

SEE?!

SUBLIMINAL MESSAGING!

i swear, it works.

SO NEXT TIME YOU LOOK AT AN AD, BE WARNED.

BECAUSE PEOPLE LIE. don't believe everything you see.

except this blog. because i'm telling you the truth.

and i'm not trying to get you to FOLLOW MY BLOG OR ANYTHING, it's just,

I TELL YOU HOW IT IS, AS IT IS,

AND IF YOU FOLLOWED MY BLOG IT WOULD MAKE YOU MORE KNOWLEDGABLE LIKE ME

AND ONE DAY, MAYBE, YOU'LL HAVE YOUR OWN EPIPHANY, just cause you FOLLOWED my blog, and therefore are more CLEVER. :]

SUBLIMINAL MESSAGING, I SAY!

now after i read, i think "did i really have an epiphany or am i just blabbing randomly?"

it's been eight sweet days.

2009-06-28T18:47:00.003+08:00

MUAHAHAHAH I CAN BLOG!

I CAN SEE MY BLOG!

I CAN BLOG!

CAUSE I'M IN SINGAPORE! MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

i'm going to go make a new blogskin! :]

and you KNOW WHAT?!

muahahahaha

:] i am so happy.

today i went orchard road. GREAT SINGAPORE SALE YOU KNOWS. :]

so far, in three days, i bought:

- MANGO SHORTS!

- SOME WEIRD BRAND SHIRT

- 4 FREAKING BOOKS!

- A YSL FRENCH MANICURE SET!

yes. i know. FREAKING YSL! YVES SAINT FREAKING LAURENT! i know! :] heee.

- A PURPLE HAIRBAND

- CLIPS

-A RING

- BRACELET

- ZARA JACKET!

- A WARMER

- and some WOMANLY products which i am unable to tell you! (yes hilary, you are correct.)

LALALLALALA;A;L.

i am so happy.

i have no more money.

UT I'M STILL HAPPY!

but you know what would make me even HAPPIER?

if someone in particular REPLIED my last email. or maybe. CAME ONLINE?

but i'm still happy.

and i got my singapore number! OMG i'm so happy!

life is good. so good.

happy eight days :]

anyways. THE BOOKS THAT I BOUGHT ARE:

MARIAN KEYES - THIS CHARMING MAN

CATHY GLASS - CUT (i needed to finish it)

CANDACE BUSHNELL - ONE FIFTH AVENUE

CHUCK PALAHNIUK - SNUFF.

crap i want jodi picoults latest book!

but it's so damn ex!

UGH.

hee. i miss you and you and you and you and you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you and most especially, YOU. can't wait for sweet brenna to come and save me. where shall we go?

i hope not pcbunk. haha.

lalalal

I AM GOING TO REVEL IN HAPPINESS UNTIL HE COMES ONLINE~ HAHAH LALALA.

and when he does, I'LL BE SO MUCH HAPPIER!

I'M ON A HIGH FEVER! *crap what if i get swine flu!*

LALALALALAL

HIGH TRAIN! HIGH CLOUD! HIGH PERSON!

yes. i am so weird.

COME AND SEE.

2009-05-26T14:22:00.001+08:00

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PRESS ME DAMMIT!

wooo hooo!

2009-05-11T18:16:00.004+08:00

YEAH, I ROCK AT SCOLDING.

haha whatever.

anyways, i just listened to a REALLYYY NICEEEE SONNG!

and it's off the soundtrack of SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE! i KNOW i freaking KNOW!

hahaha.

and it's not JAIHO! =.= for crying out loud that song is nice, but everyone knows it.

anyways i got it off the CD that i borrowed from mr-something.

ANYWHOS, it's called

DREAMS ON FIRE!

DOESN'T IT SOUND HOT?

lol it's a slow song. pretty cool. really relax-y.

You Are My Waking Dream, You’ re All Thats Real To Me
You Are The Magic In The World I See
You Are In The Prayer I Saying, You Are In My Two My Names
You Are The Faith That Make Me Belive
Dreams On Fire, Higher N Higher
Pasion Burning, Ride On The Path, Once For Forever Yours
In Me, All Your Heart, Dreams On Fire, Higher N Higher

You Are My Ocean Rage, You Are My Thought Each Day
You Are The Laughter From Childhood Games
You Are Things Further Down, You Are Where I Belong
You Are Make Me Feel In Every Songs
Dreams On Fire, Higher N Higher, Pasion Burning
Ride On The Path, Once For Forever Yours, In Me
All Your Heart, Dreams On Fire, Higher N Higher

*swoons*

haha it really is very nice. GO LISTEN TO IT!

or ask me to send it to you or something.

ARGH NEVER MIND I'LL GO UPLOAD IT FOR YOU!

DOWNLOAD HERE!

haha. just press the link.

and then press Download This File!

and then DOWNLOAD

and then wait

and press the here after it loads. :] and press SAVE haha.

SCREW YOU, DD, AND R-whatever.

2009-05-07T21:13:00.002+08:00

well. listen up.

I MEAN, HOW LAME CAN YOU GET?

BT? AND KH? what were they supposed to be standing for?

burger train and kranky house? WHAT THE SHIT HOW LAME CAN YOU GET.

WELL LISTEN UP DD (DUNKIN FREAKING DONUTS! HAH!) and R-whatever-so-unimportant.

WHO THE FREAKING HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?

SCREW YOU!

omg.

ARE YOU GUYS JUST SO FREAKING JEALOUS.

you stinking hormonal rage-y FREAKS. omg.

WHY ARE YOU TWO SO FREAKING JEALOUS?

here's an idea.

go outside, breathe, and hmm, i don;t know.

GET A FREAKING LIFE?

omg.

desperate byotches, i say. so needy!

I MEAN YOU'RE ONLY WHAT, 13? OMG.

i love you. i *need* you, oh baby baby.

=.=

WHAT THE FREAKETTY FREAKING FREAK.

if anything,

you are the jealous sluts who are so BORED with themselves that all they can do is go around and scold others "slut" and "bitch"

...

OMG

I HAVE NO TIME AS WELL!

hah!

I AM NOT DOING MY CHEMISTRY ESSAY, WHICH BY THE FREAKING WAY IS SO DUE, JUST TO SCOLD THESE TWO BYATCHES!

i'm actually enjoying this.

YOU THINK YOU TWO ARE SO FREAKING GREAT?

hah!

how's this?

omg.

DD is such a freaking [i]slut[/i]. sigh.

and her non-existent friend, R-something-or-other.

whatevs.

ISN'T IT FUN?hee hee.

well, SORRY DUDES. you did the freaking thing first!

. some people. *rolls eyes*

sigh.

SCREW YOU!

hah!

you think you two are the only two BLUNDERING IDIOTS IN THIS WORLD WHO HAVE FEELINGS?

well, i'm SORRY, but there are people in this world who can find happiness with people who are NOT their age.

omg.

YOU MEAN YOU ONLY DATE PEOPLE YOUR OWN AGE?

that's just, so sad. sigh.

i honestly, FEEL SORRY FOR YOU TOO.

yeah right.

BITCHES.

so just because YOU LIKE SOMEONE, we can't touch him?

HELLO,

WE DON'T EVEN LIKE YOU.

=.=

YOU THINK WE'VE NEVER BEEN SAD?

YOU THINK WE'VE NEVER BEEN HEART-BROKEN?

YOU THINK WE'VE NEVER BEEN REJECTED?

YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO FEELS THAT WAY?

YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE THE ONLY PERSON WHO'S IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WHO'S NOT IN LOVE WITH YOU?

YOU THINK

THATYOU

ARE

THE

ONLY

ONE?

YOU THINK YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO CRIES OVER A GUY?

WELL, REALITY CHECK, YOU

ARE

FREAKING

NOT.

understand?

i know i shouldn't care it's not my business,

but seriously?

WATCH ME STICK MY FREAKING NOSE INTO THIS SHIT.

because you insulted my best friends

IMMA FREAKING KICK YOUR ASS!

WHAT IF I INSULTED YOUR BEST FRIEND(SINGULAR! HAH!)?

whoops.

i already did. :]

you thought you were the only one who had feelings?

you think everyone else are just ice statues??

you think life is unfair?

well, you just made it blooody fair, didn't you? =.=

idiots.

blundering idiots, i say.

now i can get back to chemistry in freaking peace. :]

0:00

2009-05-05T21:50:00.000+08:00

time's up.

now let the stars decide.

2009-05-04T19:52:00.002+08:00

lol me and roger were talking about ghosts.

we live sad lives, you see.

sigh.

2009-05-04T19:09:00.005+08:00

and i think today i'll be emo

it's been a while after all.

sigh. life is so damn bloody stress. i've got Reveries, music performance to show the teacher, Lucky with TKY, and two essays and two reports to do. on top of that? LIFE IS MISERABLE. i guess luck finally ran out and caught up on me when i was really fine.

is life not as sweet as hell?

i need to go study now dammit!

bring your stinking moolah tomorrow dammit!

GRARH i just remembered that i have a proposal to do for geography!

AH. sigh. today is my emo day. and no one, i say, NO ONE is going to stop me from being emo.

it's just so hard.

this blows.

ANNA THE BUSY LITTLE BEEEEEEEEEEEE!

2009-05-02T19:59:00.002+08:00

sigh. it's just so sad.

oh so very very very sad.

well, HOMEWORK!

hah!

i am one very busy little bee.

...

=.=

sigh. it's just so sad.

i would kill to turn back time.

ROMEO, YOU'RE SO UW!

2009-04-23T21:40:00.002+08:00

yeah, well, i regret you.

muaha. i am so sleepy.

and bored.

and i know i should be doing something like studying for my softball test *screw it* and my DT *screw that as well* and also my reveries thing *what's there to do? oh right. COME TO THE FUND RAISER! BUY OUR BOOK! TOMORROW THERE'S A MEETING!* HMM anything else? oh yeah the performance in may. uhm. *we need to practise on monday*. there. that's basically my to-do list.

i know it seems pathetic. but it's really alot.

oh right!

PROJECT FAIR POSTERS *hah. SCREW THIS! omg no one is like, bothered to do. grrh. and i'm way too lazy. grrh. i'll do this during DT or something.*

i'm also minorly pissed. some people. *shakes head and sighs*

i don't understand what the hell.

i mean, what is WRONG with you.

grrh.

and you know, some people, they just can't live without someone to hate.

sigh. you know we;re doing gymnastics?

oh joy, sweet felicitations.

grrrrrrrrrrrrh.

ah. i'm so slleepppyy now.

i think i'm going to watch MOBTV. haha before it expires and we don't renew our subscription or whatever.

oh just now i was watching ANTM. not that that;s of any other importance.

haha.

and today i got no music!

and my phone has like only 1G left. *heart shatters*

hmm. i have to be happier.

OH TODAY IN ENGLISH IT WAS SO DAMN FUN OKAY!

"oh juliet died? BIG HARRY DEAL!.... no wait! OH MY JULIETTT!!!"

Aaron

"juliet's not dead! wait, let me see.... AHHHH!!!! JULIETTTTT!"

Jae Min

"OMG HELP! MY LADY'S DEAD! *giggles*"

Amanda

"SHE'S MARRIED! SO HAH YOU CAN'T MARRY HER!"

"SHE'S MARRIED???!!!"

"EH. OH. NO. MARRIED TO DEATH. MUAHA."

the whole darn group.

all these words said so passionately to a Barbie doll.

"SWEET JESUS WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?!"

Sarah

"so, have you thought about protection?"

Roger

all discussing about lil ol me (i was juliet!!! for this group!!!)

"i have to leave at daylight.."

"oh my! IT'S DAYLIGHT! YOU HAVE TO LEAVE NOW!"

dialogue between max and mark (juliet and romeo, respectively)

"UGH. I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE! i'm going to STARBUCKS!"

"starbucks? OOH I WANT TO GO TOO!"

dialogue between amy and brenna (capulet and his *her* wife)

"WHERE YOU PUT YOUR GUN AH? 好麻烦。"

Macy

haha so cute!

"YOU LESBIAN!"

Sungjun

"That's why i don't like boys! so ULTA WEAK!"

Jingyi

lol i wonder why everyone is so mrnglish (my term for the language that mr ng uses) obsessed.

they all,

CMI I TELL YOU!

hee.

first day know me is it?

oh the good times :]

180409

2009-04-18T21:36:00.002+08:00

hahaha

SSATS; ARE NO MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

AND TODAY I WENT TO BAILIAN!

AND I SAW TONS OF PEOPLE!

like eric, alex (alluba?), ingmar, ASHIM, max, amanda, daphne, EMILY, KAKA, Brenna (duh we went to the SSATs together), Aaron, Nicholas C., MARKY DOODLE DOO(i promised i wouldn't call him that anymoreT.T), Amy, and and and and and and and and and and and and and uhm. i think that's it? lol yes. that's it.

IT WAS SUPER FUN! omg it was so freaking awesome. LIKE FREAKETTY FREAKING HELL it was FREAKING COOl! omg. i had so much fun!

and emily's awesome driver was cool enough to bring me ALL THE WAY HOME! no need to pay for taxi! hahahaha

YAY EMILY'S DRIVER!

and and and kaka and i were having such a fun time in the car! hahah we talked about so much stuff!

WOO HOO! and today today today i found out ASHIM IS COMING TO SSIS AGAIN! to visit. OH I CAN'T WAIT!

I'VE BEEN WAITING TO START FIGHTING WITH HIM AGAIN!

haha i can't wait to scream at him again.

ah, the good old days.

anyways YOU KNOW SHANGRI LA IS LIKE FREAKING AWESOME!

omg they have SAMSUNG tvs in each freaking room! HAH!

OMG it was soo cool!

and they gave us like

FREE FRUITS! omg and the bed was more comfy than my own!

AND TODAY WAS AWESOME

180409<3

it was so so so good.

anyways;

i got to go do some STINKIN' geo now. screw all POTATO DIAGRAMS >:]

180409

2009-04-14T21:18:00.003+08:00

TODAY ASHIM CAME TO SCHOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!

i was so happy.

but he's so irritating lol. with his fake accent and all.

OH I LOVED TODAY.

haha and i did history! and i need to go study for my SSATS!

hahahaha i think i won't be back to blog until after. so busy. T.T

i feel like shit.

2009-04-13T10:45:00.003+08:00

and you should know, i feel so horrible.

and if you read this; i'm sorry. i'm very sorry.

and i feel so yucky inside!

i'm so very sorry. T.T

i really feel like shit.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY T!/ ASHIM'S BACK!!!!!!!

2009-04-11T20:38:00.004+08:00

MUAHAHAHA

ASHIM IS BACK!!!!!

WITH A WEIRD ACCENT!!!!1

which freaks me outt!!!!

but i still want to commemorate(??) this moment!!! so today!!! i'm going!!! TO BLOG !!!! LIKE HIM!!!!

HAHAHA

SEE!!ALL THE QUESTION MARKS!!! AND THE UN-ENDING HIGHNESS!!

AND NOW I WOULD LIKE TO SAY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THERESA!!!!!

you remember that time at wagas??? HOW AWESOME WAS THAT!!!

lol

i had a picture, from facebook. BUT I LOOK SO HORRID IN IT. lol. :]

I STILL LOVE YOU THOUGH! :]

heehee!!!! I LOVE YOU! AND THANK YOU FOR PRAYING FOR ME! THAT TIME; AND THAT TIME! AND ALL THE TIMES IN BETWEEN! :] I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!

have a GREAT ONEEE!!!!! and continue to grow in God; CAUSE HE LOVES YOU!!!!!!!

thanks for being the best christian friend i've had, since like, NEVER!!!

YOU ROCK! AND YOU;RE SO NICE TO TALK TOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

i bet everyone is so high now!!! just like ashim!!! cause he's back!!!\

HAPPY BURRSSTDAYYYY-EEE! :]]]]

RETREATTT!

2009-04-06T18:19:00.002+08:00

why do i love jesus?

hmm.

I JUST GOT BACK FROM RETREAT! and it was like, so awesome! haha like, really fun. i met new people! like i have NEW FRIENDS NOW! :] YAY RIGHT?

and and and

I MET SOMEONE WHO IS MORE HYPER THAN ME!!!

i know, hard to believe right?

BUT I'M TELLING YOU; IT'S TRUE!

ahhahahahahahahah :]

anyways. i think i need to mad rush my homework kinda thing. before i die tomorrow

hahahah

this is my 101th post!

YOU KNOW, LIKE THE 101 DALMATIONS? hahah that's so awesome isn't it?

OH I WISH ROGER WOULD TEACH ME SOME MAGIC. *coughROGERPLEASEROGER!cough*

haha i THINK roger reads this. DUNNO. hopefully?

hahah.

cos he loved me first.

the big 1-OHOH!

2009-04-03T10:40:00.004+08:00

THIS IS MY 100TH POST!
and i even have like, a special freaking topic!
WHICH IS LIKE, RANDOM THINGS! so in this post. i'll be talking about all random things. Isn't that what i've been doing for like, 99 POSTS? hahahahahah. so anyways. HERE'S SOMETHING!
I'm in the COMPUTER LAB NOW! supposedly having DT! haha we're supposed to be searching about Souvenirs and such. lol basically, we have to make a souvenir. about what? dunno. with? WHO CARES? hahahaha. omg. brenna is like reading my blog. and she was all "OMG HE DIDN'T INVITE YOU LAST YEAR?" and now she's laughing in my face. SCREW YOU, BRENNA TAY! lol actually i take that back. I DON'T WANT TO SCREW YOU, BRA-NNA NAEM SE NA VA-let's not get carried away :]

anywhosss, back to whatever i was talking about. which was my DT project. maybe i'll make a stinky keychain or something. i wonder where this teacher gets her lame ideas from. they're not even ORIGINAL. it seems like every single year we make something with RECYCLED ITEMS. there comes a time where RECYCLED MATERIALS START GETTING REALLY LAME. and it's not even really recycled. the glue? NOT RECYCLED. the STAPLES? not recycled. the STRING? you get the picture. loll. ANYWAYS. let's not get mad and depressed over something as fickle as DT. i mean, it's not like when we grow up we're going to have to make something out of, i don't know, RECYCLED MATERIALS?

anyways, brenna's like, reading marilyn's blog now. and she has like tons of "ooh" and "ahh" and "ohmygosh" and "so cool." so i'm like, maybe i should go read too. after this is guess. ONE MORE HOUR TO LUNCH! oh and roger taught me a new magic trick today! in exchange that i clean out his desk for him once a week. *or so he thinks*. muaha. anyways i am so freaking bored now. maybe i should mention my USB stick.

150 KUAI FOR MY USB STICK IN GOOD CONDITION WITH MY KEY STILL ATTACHED TO IT! yes. that's right. I NEED IT! how am i going to tell my mom i LOST MY USB? WHEN MY HOUSE KEY IS STILL ATTACHED TO IT? anywhos, brenna is like, reading hilary's never updated blog, and she's like laughing over the part about me.

and i guess. HERE'S WHAT REALLY HAPPENED!
hah!
so right, we were on our way to math tuition, just LIKE EVERY FRIDAY, and it was MAX ME VINCE HIL AND BRENNA. so right, we were drinking bubble tea (ZHEN ZHU NAI CHA!) and it was really nice. my mom was generous enough to buy five, one for each of us. ANYHOWS, we reacheed and then we threw away the cups. We were still early, so we went to Dunkin' Donuts for, well what else but donuts! haha and they were nice. AND FOR YOUR INFORMATION. i went to the toilet and peed. i know, not what you need to know, but still, an important part in this story. anyways, after i peed. (max had peed before me.) we went up to the house, for well, TUITION! haha and turns out they were doing this construction thing in the toilet. so you could see that the toilet seat was like, covered in dust, obviously left behind from bashing the wall or something. SO BASICALLY, ONLY GUYS COULD USE THE TOILET! because, as Vince (or was it Max) so aptly put it, "guys do long distance well." SO. anyways. obviously the bubble tea was causing strain on our fragile bladders, cos we all had to pee. Brenna did the half-squat that we girls all know and love, as we all do that in chinese toilets. i wonder why hilary didn't need to pee. small body, HUGE bladder. and Vince and Max, did their whole, long-distance peeing stunt. omg it sounds like some kind of olympic trick. haha.

ANYWAYS I NEEDED TO PEE.
but i refused cos it was so damn disgusting. and by like, 10 minutes (or was it 15) before lesson ended, HELL IT WAS URGENT. *and so NOT funny. anyways you know what the big bullies *coughbrennavincehilmaxcough* did????? "SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! give anna the PPEAACCCCCCCCCCEE! she needs to PISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!" hello. as if the laughing did not cause me enough strain. they were making pissing noises, FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! i nearly died, BUT THANK GOD I HELD ON! and the tuition teacher was like, so rush. i think she was scared i might have peed in my pants or something. BUT I DIDN'T! I'M NOT THAT RETARDED. anyways, the lesson FINALLY ended. and i ran down to Dunkin' Donuts.

OHMYGOD. b just asked me to go read Vince's blog. so i did. HELLO.
hold on.. He wrote, and i QUOTE

hmm , dunno why, i hate to post it but, ppl r putting display pictures with Anna. and yeah, this post is gonna make Anna so happy, 'though i hav no idea why'. Is she really popular now?

--------------------"after some thinking"--------------------------

nah, i mean, ANNA? POPULAR? this combination is a no-no. lols xD hmm, now shes gonna be mad. ' hey, maybe i did made a really mean comment' ' or maybe, shes as nice as usual and wont be angry' besides, i wont reli bother

WELL, SCREW YOU VINCE! I AM POPULAR! AND I AM SO PISSED AT YOU NOW! YOU'RE JUST JEALOUS THAT ALL MY FRIENDS LOVE ME AND WANT TO HAVE ME IN THEIR PICTURES! sigh. whoops. brenna just saw this and she's all. "what the hell?" SCREW VINCE! he's just jealous cos he's not as popular as ME! hah! PAYBACK! REVENGE IS OH SO FREAKING SWEET!

lol i bet i have more facebook friends than HE DOES. hah!

anyways, AS I WAS SAYING, i ran down to dunkin' donuts, and PEED, well-duh. anyway, after i had relieved myself, (and may i say it felt oh-so-good), I WENT OUT AND STARTED WHACKING EVERYONE. well, i had to avenge my bladder SOME HOW, right?
and they were like, "shit anna! why are you so PISSSSEEDDD after you PISSEEEDDDDDDDDD?" what the hell. so i started whacking them more, and i was like, "shut up!" and i got brenna and hilary to buy me donut! HAHAH SEE? they felt guilty! .SO THAT;S THE REAL STORY! THAT IS THE REAL STORY!
that is the REAL THING?

haha. see? i am so good. :] i tell the truth when others *coughVINCEcoughHILcough* TWIST IT!

wow this post is so bleedin' LONG! haha yay? lol anyways, TOMORROW I'M GOING TO RETREAT!oh hey brenna just did a very clever thing!

too bad marilyn isn't here to enjoy with me. I MISS HER SO MUCH! I MISS MARILYN! I MISS MARILYN! I MISS MARILYN! anywhos, I'M SO EXCITED FOR THE RETREAT! IT'S GOING TO BE SOOO AWESOME! i need to photocoopy my passport though.

oh! i have a message!

ask me! ask me! ASK ME DAMMIT ASK ME! :]

anywhos that's the end of the message. i wonder who it's directed to? hmmm. anywhos,
SHIT lol brenna's so cute. she went to someones blog and tagged:

Passerby: i disagree with YOULOVER, you're so cute -ugly but adorable.

ISN'T SHE CLEVER?

lol sorry hahahahaha private joke.

OH ANYONE WATCH AMERICAN IDOL LAST NIGHT?
ADAM IS THE HOTTEST!
AND DANNY GOKEY IS AS WELL!
BUT ALLISON IS REALLY GOOD!
you know this is the only season i've followed since season one? you know, with KELLY FREAKING CLARKSON?? she;s so awesome.lol

anyways, if you;ve read thus far,
I LOVE YOU! and tag me!

i bet brenna'll do it. GO BRENNA! but i bet that stupid hil won;t do it. if she does, GO HIL! YOU FINALLY SHOWED INTEREST IN THIS! haha.

anyways TAG ME SAYING THAT YOU READ THIS, SO I KNOW WHO TO LOVE! hahaha
so. i think i should end here.

anyways.
ONE MORE THING.

HAPPY 100TH POST! :]

EARTHHOUR/MARKSPARTY/99THPOST! boy. i AM busy.

2009-03-28T22:09:00.002+08:00

hee hee today i went to mark's party!

i know, YAY! HE INVITED ME THIS YEARRRR~! and i had fun. contrary to popular belief. the view was SPECTACULAR (hilary i know you want to punch me.) and it was okay. interesting. I SAW ERIC DAMMIT! AND MAUREEENNNNNNN~!!!!! :] oh i am so high now! it was like SUPER FUN! hahahah yay! yay! yay! and i took photos for my new blogskin. even though the photos suck. haha looks so fake.

lol and i remember the lollipop! stupid roger. make me drop the lollipop. HAHAHAHAHHA. and it was so sticky man! oh i wish christy went. lol it was so fun to "play" socccer. and watch as little yang jie got hurt. you know the guys are like freaking awesome at kicking and throwing. i have no idea how they can freaking kick so hard. i can't even get the freaking ball to go the direction i freaking want to. oh well. haha i totally suck, and while i was "playing" i was like, thinking, "OHMYGOLLYGOSH I WISH I WAS GOOD AT SPORTS." like freaking manchester united cum everything good at sports. then life would be so good and i could kick the stinking ball into any direction that i want it to. aiyohs. haha anyways just now was earth hour and guess what? i so freaking good i actually offed the lights can! and roger was all "whats the freaking use." but seriously, there is like a freaking use can! he was all, one stupid lightbulb is like only 50 freaking watts of freaking electricity right? so it's like so pathetically small right? well i know it's small. but if everybody like, actually did it, it'd be like, uh. okay. so there are like,

6 BILLION PEOPLE ON THIS FREAKING PLANET! which is like, from wiki. wow. i just googled. so assuming that 6 people live in a house (just to save my poor brain), then we divide it into 1 BILLION FREAKING HOUSES. (assuming each house has only one freaking light bulb, or each house just turned one freaking light off.)

then right, it would be like,

50 FREAKING WATTS X ONE BILLION = 50 FREAKING BILLION FREAKING WATTS.

so it would help. oh yes roger, it would FREAKING help.

so ergo, i think that earth hour is just offing the lights for ONE HOUR.

i didn't say it would actually save the Earth. i just saying it wouldn't hurt to try.

ANYWAY , BACK TO MARKS PARTY!

it was like freaking fun!

hahahahahaha it was fun.

and it's times like this that i'll always remember. AND THE PLAYGROUND WAS SO FREAKING AWESOME! BUT THAT STUPID MARK made my head spin round!

you know we were like standing on that spinny thingy and i thought mark would be like all gentlemanly and spin it really slowly,

BUT HE SPAN IT SO BLOODY FAST! ohmygolly gosh even after i closed my eyes it still hurt like hell..

lol never judge a book by it's cover haha.

mark is like so nice now! hahahahaha and so cool. hee hee hee hee hee hee it was super fun! and the pizza was good! hahahahahaahhahaha and nothing bad happened to me! (finally, a miracle.)

see? LIFE WAS GOOD TO ME TODAY! yay!

wow what a super long post. anyways, expect a longer post, BECAUSE THIS IS MY 99TH POST AND THEREFORE, TOMORROW WILL BE THE 100TH POST! I'M SO EXCITEDDDDDDDDDDDD!! :] YAY! hahahahah.

chinese!

2009-03-27T22:53:00.002+08:00

at the suggestions of my awesome friend, christy, this time i'm going to post the whole thing in freaking chinese! :] (not including this part, duh.) here goes!

oh and btw, I AM NOT PRC. cannot improve chinese is it? and next week we have 口试！so hah!

here goes nothing! :]

大家好！我是林琪瑜！哈哈哈我觉得今天还很无聊！哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈阿哈哈。今天补习课时，我真的想pee,然后max(so mean) 还有其他的人，都一直欺负我okay! 他们一直做那种“shhhhhhh"的声音！老是害怕我在上课时会尿在裤子=.= aiyoh. 好倒霉啊！

shit lah this is damn freaking hard. i give up! T.T

making a new blogskin. :]

bored.

2009-03-26T20:52:00.003+08:00

i am very bored.

and that is known fact.

maybe i should go make

a new blogskin.

then i'll stop typing

in clumps.

just like

this.

hmmm.

this is mildly entertaining.

lol

am i as boring as you-know-who? haha hilary 我知道你想讲我。

哈哈。我想我现在要用中文blog。

啊呀，真倒霉，没事干。sighs.

我好无聊啊！

我想大大声的叫一下！sigh.

ANNA 好无聊！

T.T

is my chinese right?

i hope it is!

two songs.

2009-03-23T19:21:00.002+08:00

Definitely Maybe

I met a girl named Tara
And she lived in the heart of america
She like black caddies
Listened to puff daddy
Danced until her legs were sore

She worked around the corner
At a diner with the grouchy owner
And her boyfriend Shady, dates another girl named Katie
He loves her definitely maybe

Don't think I can take it
Wake me when it's over
Seems so far away
I wish that it was closer
I see you every day
I'm too scared to go over
I wonder what she'd say
I barely even know her

How much longer
Will this keep getting stronger
I wonder what she's doing when I'm singin' myself to sleep
Cause he's a faker
So see ya later
I wonder when you'll realize that she means a lot more to me

I saw you in the hallway when my last class was just over
It was friday, school was out tonight
Everything seems to be alright
I said,
"Yo are you going to the party at the cove?"
She said,
"He is picking me up six again, and I don't wanna disappoint my boyfriend."

How much longer
Will this keep getting stronger
I wonder what she's doing when I'm singin' myself to sleep
Cause he's a faker
So see ya later
I wonder when you'll realize that she means a lot more to me

And she's staring at his picture hanging in her locker
She's telling all the girls about all the things that he bought her
I saw what really happened all those times he went for water
When we were at the movie theater watching Harry Potter
He had his hands on
Every single girl he laid his eyes on
Hate to break it to you, he's a pylon
And even when he kissed her
He was looking over, staring at her sister

How much longer
Will this keep getting stronger
I wonder what she's doing when I'm singin' myself to sleep
Cause he's a faker
So see ya later
I wonder when you'll realize that she means a lot more to me

I met a girl named Tara
And she lived in the heart of America
She like black caddies
Listened to puff daddy
Danced untill her legs were sore

She worked around the corner
At a diner with the grouchy owner
And her boyfriend Shady, dates another girl named Katie
He loves her definitely maybe.

Gives You Hell

I wake up every evening, with a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place

And your still probably working at a 9 to 5 pace
I wonder how bad that tastes

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

Now where's your picket fence love
And where's that shiny car,
And did it ever get you far

You've never seem so tense love
I've never seen you fall so hard,
Do you know where you are?

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying.

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well, hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where'd it all go wrong, the list goes on and on

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well, hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see, what you've done to me
You can take back your memories they're no good to me
And here's all your lies,
You can look me in the eyes
With that sad sad look that you wear so well

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well, hope it gives you hell

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song and sing along, oh you'll never tell
Then you're the fool, I'm just as well
Hope it gives you hell

When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell

You can sing along, I hope that it will treat you well.

LOSER LOSER DOUBLE LOSER.

2009-03-22T16:11:00.004+08:00

so tell me, person, or should i say LOSER,what exactly have you been up to?i've got a few questions

.does she know what a freaking loser you are?
and you didn;t even bother to tell me?

after all i freaking told you?

DAMN YOU!

GO AWAY YOU DISGUSTING PLAYER.

you think you're so bloody awesome?

well think again.

who the shit do you think you freaking are?

don't even bother trying to speak to me again,

because you know that i won't reply.

was it all just one bloody game?

"well, sorry then, thanks for playing."

LOSER.

and just when i would've said yes.

you deserve it.

epiphany

2009-03-15T17:23:00.002+08:00

i just had a epiphany.

it occured to me right after i was complaining.

and here it is:

There's no such thing as peer pressure.

that's right, you read right. i believe that ALL HUMANS DO NOT SUCCUMB TO NEEDS BECAUSE THEIR FRIENDS DO IT.
it's just placing the blame on friends. and finding a logical reason to.
let me tell you. we all do things because we want to.

we're just scared that other people will judge us.

so we do it in numbers.

groups, pairs. whatever.
as long as someone else has already done it, or is about to, we find that we can BLAME THEM for what we actually had wanted to do ourselves when we are judged.

"why the tattoo?"
"oh my friends got one too."
see?
we BLAME THE "FRIENDS" for having one, and we wanted to have one too.
we cover up the real reason, and sometimes, even trick ourselves into believing that we, too, were "forced", or "pressurized" into having a tattoo.

because, honestly?

we're scared to tell people that we wanted it.
we're scared of being judged.
so we find a reason, anything logical to explain why we are going to do it, even though we secretly wanted to do it.

another example.

"oh. my friends in sweden, they only give their kids ONE HOUR a day of computer. i think i'll do that too. (see. the reason for covering up.) i think i'll restrict my daughter's time on the computer. because she is downloading too much music. (ahh. the real reason.) and besides, my friends do it too(COVERING UP! COVERING UP!)"

SEE? we cover up, because we're afraid to admit that we want to do something that people would judge us for.

there's no such thing as peer pressure.

if you didn't want something, you wouldn't do it.
take the tattoo example, for instance.
if you didn't want to do it, you wouldn't have.
because if you REALLY didn''t want to do it, you really would not have.

see kids? they don't care.
if they don't want something, as in REALLY don't want something, they'd KICK, and SCREAM, and YELL, all in public eye.

why?
because it's not that don't care what others think.
they just REALLY don't want to do it.

"all the other kids are getting haircuts, why won't you?"
"I....DON'T........WANT!*SCREAMS*"

if you really didn't want a tattoo, nobody could drag you, kicking and screaming to the freaking parlour, right?

you secretly want one.

you're just too afraid to admit it.

see what i mean? and also,
apparently, according to adults, we shouldn't give in to this "peer pressure", right? (if it even exists, which it doesn't)
then why do they use it against us?

WHY DO THEY USE IT TO THEIR ADVANTAGE?

"honey, don't take drugs even though people in your class do it. hmm. hey, what's this? you're TEST? and you're the ONLY ONE THAT FAILED? WHY CAN'T YOU PASS, LIKE EVERYONE ELSE? WHY CAN'T YOU DO WHAT EVERYONE ELSE IS DOING AND PASS?

WHY CAN'T YOU FOLLOW THEM, STUDY LIKE THEM, AND PASS?"

SEE WHAT I MEAN?

"my friends have unlimited access on the computer."

"stop follwing you're friends! don't submit to peer pressure! you want to be like you're friends? or you want to be you?"

two days later.

"my friend, in sweden, only gives their kids ONE HOUR A DAY ON COMPUTER. maybe i'll do that too."

"but you're not your friend."

"i don't care. my friends do it, why can't i?"

MY FRIENDS DO IT, WHY CAN'T I?

I AM SO FREAKING BORED.

2009-03-14T16:13:00.001+08:00

I'M SO BORED.
I'M SO BORED.
I'M SO BORED.
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SOMEONE FRIGGING KILL ME OR SOMETHING!
I'M SO BLOODY BORED.
YES, I HAVE NO LIFE.
I'M SO BLOODY BORED THAT I'M SO FREAKING PISSED NOW.
I AM SO BORED.
AND NO ONE SEEMS TO UNDERSTAND JUST HOW &*(^ING BORED I AM NOW!
OH MY GOLLY GOSH.
I AM SO BORED. I MIGHT JUST START TO SELF-MUTILATE MYSELF.

THAT'S HOW FREAKING BORED I AM!

Reveries

2009-03-13T23:51:00.004+08:00

so, i guess i was supposed to write a poem for the reveries book right?

it's was about reveries (duh.)
and i was totally out of inspiration.
and then it came, kinda thing.

Reveries

What do you get in one year?
Look around at those faces so dear
People you’ve known
People you know now
Surround you

No matter where you go
No matter what you do
You’re memories
The reveries
Stay with you

Ten years from now
You’ll look back, and you’ll figure out
You miss the times you shared
With those people
Who truly cared about you

You’ll find in the things you get through
That at times when you feel kind of blue
You’re memories
The reveries
Stay with you

but the weird thing is, i wrote it as a song. (which happens to rhyme.)
it even has a nice tune and all.
haha maybe wei cheng will let me use it to promote the book!
haha. it's so so i guess.

it kinda has a country tune going on. i think cass wouldn;t like it. (i can imagine her now. HAHAHAHAH ANNA HAHAHAHAH!)SO WHATEVS.
haha. but it's only so so.

GEOGRAPHY! dies GEOGRAPHY!

2009-03-09T23:22:00.003+08:00

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SOMEONE FRIGGIN KILL ME ALREADY!

omgollygosh. and tomorrow i have a chem test.
*bangs head on table*
*kicks hole through wall*
*screams obscenities incoherently*
*throws computer against wall*
*tears chemistry textbook in half*
*starts sobbing violentlt*
*hires assassins*
*laughs evil-ly*
*burns the school down*
*laughs evil-ly again*
*moves to USA and lives happily ever after as a superstar*

oh, the things i would do if i had the power.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENNA FREAKING TAY!

2009-03-09T00:04:00.003+08:00

today is the birthday of my sweetest; BRENNA TAY!
YAY!
BRENNA TAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
WE ARE NOW OFFICIALLY OF THE SAME FREAKING AGE!
and be glad, i'm taking time off bio report, english ppt and geog ppt to write this beloved post to you, my dear sweet.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
lol i remember when i first met you.
"do you like rihanna?"
and then you told me later the only song you knew at the time was UNFAITHFUL!
haha
and rememebr kaka's shoes?
lol yes we know you're shoes are nicer. haha I LOVE YOU B.TAY, NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OR IS GOING TOO!
lol

and i can't wait to see you open your present love!

OMG ILOOK LIKE COMPLETE SHIT! BUT SHE LOOKS SO HOT RIGHT???

BRENNA TAY WE LOVE YOU!!!

WE LOVE YOU DAMMIT!

homework.

2009-03-08T16:28:00.002+08:00

all the homework i must do today (and i mean, TODAY.)

1. Biology Report.
i seriously need help. LIKE, SERIOUSLY. I AM SO SHIT DEAD IF I DON'T GET HELP.
I HYAVE NO IDEA WHATSOEVER HOW TO START THIS.

2. Romeo & Juliet.
I need someone to send me the questions for Act 2. cos i forgot th ebring home the stinking worksheet.
damn.

3. Geography
Well, finally, something i might actually ENJOY doing.

4. History Notes
whut?

5. Chemistry Worksheet.
eh?

6. Chinese zuowen
i don't even know what we're freaking supposed to write about

7. Reveries Poem
i need to edit them! i need to edit them!

8. Article [optional]
meh. i where got inspiration.

i'm off then.

P.S MY BLOGSKIN HAS BEEN DOWNLOADED 40 times!

P.P.S today i didn't see him!
T.T

it's been downloaded!

2009-03-07T01:28:00.002+08:00

OHMYGOLLYGOSHHH~

IT'S BEEN DOWNLOADED THREE TIMES SO FARRR!
YAY!
YAY!
YAY!
YAY!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
DON'T BELIEVE ME?

MAUAHHAHAHA. AND I PROMISE YOU,
I DIDN'T DOWNLOAD IT MYSELF. why would i do that?
LOL
YAY
YAY
YAY

I'M GOING TO CHECK AGAIN TOMORROW!yayayayayaya!

YAY
YAY
YAY

ohmygollygosh. momalert! goodnight ;]

YES YES BLOGSKINS!

2009-03-07T00:40:00.004+08:00

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oh yesh i did!

2009-03-06T22:55:00.000+08:00

today you made me fall in love.

I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU

please PLEASE please PLEASE say you love me too.

MUSICROCKSMYSOUL.

2009-03-03T21:25:00.003+08:00

omg. i am so in love.

but not with a boy!

with MUSIC!
haha. i love it i love it i love it.
i am so weird. BUT STILL, MUSIC IS THE COLOR IN MY BLACK AND WHITE WORLD!
and i love this website which Theresa introduced to me, last.fm, which like, introduces you to bands similar to each other so i can listen to a certain kind of music again and again~! THANK YOU THERESA. still, I LOVE MUSIC!

I LOVE MUSIC!

i'm so addicted to it.

happy birthday cass!

2009-03-01T18:09:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASS!

HAPPY FABULOUS FIFTEEN!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
AND YOU NEVER TALK TO ME ON MSN ANYMORE!

okay. the last line was totally uncalled for.

DO I HAVE YOUR ATTENTION NOW CASS?

GOOD LUCK AND I HOPE YOU FIND INSPIRATION FOR MORE BEAUTIFUL SKINS!
I LOVE YOUR BLOGSKINS! AND I'LL ALWAYS BE YOUR NO.1 FAN! EVEN THOUGH I'M NOT USING YOUR BLOGSKIN LIKE, NOW. OR WHATEVER. I STILL LOVE YOU! AND I HAVE EMBARRASSING PHOTOS OF YOU BUT BECAUSE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I'M NOT GOING TO POST THEM. COS I LOVE YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETS!

air kisses,
xoxo
hhahaha ~~gossipgirl~~ Anna

QUIZ. sarcasm.

2009-02-26T20:32:00.003+08:00

i got this FACEBOOK QUIZ, from ashim's blog. heck it.
imma do it.
on my BLOG. whatevers.

and since i'm so bloody bored,
i'm just going to answer every single question SARCASTICALLY.

so here we go.

1) Were you named after anyone?
NO because my parents are complete ORIGINAL, and ANNA is a NEVER BEFORE KNOW NAME.

=.=

2) When was the last time you cried?
heck. yesterday night, because i couldn't watch american idol yet.

3) Do you like your handwriting?
hell yes, i write like freaking. uhm. who writes well?
actually, no, because i hate my SUPERFICIALL HANDWRITING AND WANT TO WRITE LIKE, uhm. who writes disgustingly?

4) What is your favourite lunch meat?
hmm. I DON'T EAT LUNCH. I'M ANOREXIC.

5) Do you have kids?
YES. i have secret kids which you don't know about, who are currently attending a private kindergarden in CAMBODIA. yes. i am.

6) If you were another person, would you like to be friends with you?
well, of COURSE. i'm like the NICEST PERSON. like, SERIOUSLY? DUH.

7) Do you use sarcasm?
......must i really answer this?

NO, I DON'T. like, EVER? it's like, seriosuly like, dude, it's a taboo.

8) Do you still have your tonsils?
YES. THAT'S WHY I SPEAK FUNNY WITH A HIGH NASAL VOICE.

(actually, i'm not sure.)

9) Would you bungee jump?
yes. because nothing thrills me like JUMPING OFF A CLIFF WITH NOTHING BUT A CORD HOLDING ON TO MY FEET.
yes. DEFYING GRAVITY IS SO FUN.

10) What is your favourite cereal?
ALL-BRAN, BECAUSE IT MAKES MY BREATHE SMELL SO FREAKING NICE.

(i HATE all-bran, for all you people who don't understand SARCASM.)

11) Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
no, i use a knife and SLICE THEM OPEN. after all, i'm so lazy that i just wear a pair of shoes once, and because i'm too rich i have like, a million pairs of the same shoe so i can just keep wearing them. again. and again.

12) What is your favourite ice–cream?
okay. i seriously can't think of anything sarcastic.
GREEN TEA.

13) What is the first thing you notice about people?
hmm. NOTHING, DIDN'T YOU KNOW, BECAUSE I AM FREAKING BLIND.

14) Red or pink?
ooh. hilary's gonna love this one.

WELL, RED. BECAUSE BLOOD IS JUST MY FAVOURITE THING IN LIKE, THE WHOLE UNIVERSE.

15) What is the least favourite thing about yourself?
hmm. didn't you know? I LOVE MYSELF. AND MY HUGE NOSE. =.=

16) Who do you miss the most?
hm. i refuse to answer this question.

17) Do you want everyone to complete this list?
YES, I WANT TO WASTE EVERYONE'S TIME, DOING FORTY-THREE QUESTIONS, just because.

18) What colour of trousers and shoes are your wearing?
school pants and socks.

no wait. i'm NOT WEARING ANYTHING.

19) What are you listening to right now?
Jai Ho. the modern version by Pussycat Dolls.

20) If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?
well, if i was a crayon, I WOULDN'T GET TO CHOOSE.
because, if you haven't noticed, CRAYONS ARE ABIOTIC. (see? my geog is SO good.)

21) Favourite smells
hmm. I LOVE THE SMELLS OF POOP, FARTS, AND MY SCHOOL.
=.=

22) The last person you talked to on the phone?
BRENNA! we were discussing the possibilities which could be uncovered by albert einstein's great theory of E=mc2. =.=

23) Do you like the person who sent you this?
yes. i LOVE HIM. SO MUCH. ESPECIALLY WHEN HE PISSES ME OFF.

24) Favourite sports to watch?
volleyball. and BASKETBALL, cos when they jump you can like, totally see BOXERS~

25) Hair colour?
BLACK. no. actually, i'm bald.

26) Eye colour?
Purple.

27) Do you wear contacts?
yes i do, black ones, so i look normal.

28) Favourite food?
hmm. NOTHING? DIDN'T YOU SEE?
I'M ANOREXIC.

29) Scary or happy endings?
no didn't you know? SCARY ENDINGS TURN ME ON. =.=
because, after all, there's nothing that makes you happy like a movie with a tragic ending, RIGHT?

30) Last movie you watched?
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.

31) What colour of shirt are you wearing?
i'm not wearing anything, remember?

32) Summer or winter?
summer. BECAUSE I LOVE THE HOT AIR, MOSQUITOES EVERYWHERE, AND THE SMELL OF SWEET SWEAT AND BODY ODOUR. seriously.

33) Favourite dessert?
ice cream

34) Most likely to respond?
to what?

35) Least likely to respond?
like i said, to what?

seriously, be SPECIFIC.

36) What books are you reading?
Mercy - Jodi Picoult.

37) What is on your mousepad?
i don't know, maybe a FREAKING MOUSE?

38) What did you watch last night?
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.
SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.

39) Rolling Stones? Beatles?
HMM. didn't you know? I'M A HUGE FAN OF OLD ROCK BANDS! I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THEM TO DEATH!

=.=

(but seriously, cos adam lambert sang Satisfaction by The Rolling Stones, i prefer them. yes, i'm shallow.)

40) Where is the furthest you have been from home?
hmm. at NZ? no actually, i spend all my time at home. I NEVER LEAVE. I LOCK MYSELF IN THE ROOM AND CARVE MY NAME ONTO MY TABLE.

41) Do you have a special talent?
yes. i do.
I AM SPECIAL, JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE.

42) Where were you born?
new freaking zealand. which rocks.

43) Whose answers are you looking forward to getting back
hmm. i don't even know if i'll read them
actually wait i came up with a better idea.

EVERYONES'! BECAUSE, YOU KNOW, I JUST SPEND ALL DAY READING OTHER PEOPLES' BLOGS AND LIKE, STALKING THEM FOR LIKE, EVER! I NEVER STOP! IT'S SO ADDICTING BECAUSE I HAVE NO LIFE OF MY OWN!

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end.

anyways, i tag you. because you're reading this. which means. you know that i actually tag people. so you.

you may think i'm pmsing,
but i'm bored, people.

stomachache; what did i eat wrong?

2009-02-24T20:48:00.002+08:00

argghhh i got stomachache now.
so bloooddyyy painn.

and yes, i've tried going to toilet.
ARGHHHH
WAHLAU I KEEP FEELING IT GURGLE BEFORE DESCENDING INTO ENDLESS PAIN.
OH MY GOSH.

*stomach gurgles*
OH MY GOSH.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN
PAIN
PAIN
PAIN
PAIN.

now i'm hurt, inside and out

when will you ever find out?

OHMYGOSH.

*runs to toilet*

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

emoingagain

2009-02-22T22:14:00.002+08:00

crying in soar is so, releasing.

i just feel like, i'm walking away the second i realised i stopped.

i do it for the sake of doing it.

but i want to know.
i need to beileve in Him.

but when life is so wrong, how can i ever see hope?

go read hilary's blog.
she's awesome.

i'm not angry. i'm just sad.

2009-02-22T19:47:00.008+08:00

sleepless nights
and sad goodbyes
was how i spent my summer

i thought that i
had grew out of it
but now it's playing on repeat

i'm stuck and
now i hardly sleep
broken inside is all i can be

and now i'm writing poetry
about a stupid stinky he
what the freaking shitty hell is wrong with me dammit.

okay. so the last line didn't exactly rhyme. but oh, heck it.

i'd like to say
THANK YOU TO B, HIL, S, KA, VINCE, ASHIM AND MARILYN for trying to cheer me up lol.
your effort is oh-so-appreciated! ><
please don't tell me that i'm the only one that's vulnerable

impossible.

EDIT: and officially CHRISTY.

if

2009-02-21T22:50:00.004+08:00

i'm 99.9% sure that he doesn't like me.

but it's the 0.1% that keeps my hanging on.

if only you knew.

you belong with me

2009-02-21T11:50:00.001+08:00

broken, i am.

you belong with me.

not her.

accesoriesandSHOES;BABY!

2009-02-19T21:55:00.005+08:00

omg. ZIPPERS. ARE. SO. IN.

and the fall color is PURPLE!
YES! PURPLE!
OMG I LOVE PURPLE!

yes people. you heard me right. ankle high boots with laces used to be hot hot hot,
but now it's zip zip zip.

who doesn't love a sweet accesory which is so convenient.

Remember laces? all those tying knots, make a womans hands, well. ache.

so welcome the new hot style; ZIPPERS and PURPLE~

MANOLOS! for alexander wang ;]

OMG. haha and A BURBERRY BRACELET IN -duh - PURPLE~

L.A.M.B by who else but Gwen Stefani. this is a MUST-HAVE!

SUEDE DIOR VIOLET SHOE! -i think i'm in love.-

do you not find this Nicholas Kirkwood shoe totally DROOL-WORTHY?

omg. omg. omg Be & D. one word. HAWT.

i'm sorry. this Tarina Tarantino necklace is just so bloody sexy.

ME WANTS BALLY!

and if you don't find this Taryn Rose shoe cool, you're weird.

haha i'm sorry. i'm fashion crazy.

IT'S A PITY IT'S ALL SO EX.
well credits to elle.com
haha i LOVE STYLISTA NOW~ too bad it's finished lol.

Tongue Tied

2009-02-18T20:02:00.005+08:00

i listened to it, and i fell in love with it.

Tongue Tied - Faber Drive

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

random much?

2009-02-18T19:15:00.010+08:00

you know what?
i didn't exactly have the BEST DAY OF MY LIFE TODAY.

someone called me a Jew, dammit.
my nose isn't THAT big, is it? and that is totally besides the point. Jew's are from EVERY WHERE AROUND THE WORLD, so people shouldn't like, stereotype people because of their nose size.

oh. and EDIT! hah.. there is NOTHING WRONG WITH JEWS OKAY. ever watched the nanny? the super cool classic COMEDY everybody loves? yeah well, FRAN FINE IS JEWISH. AND SHE'S HOT. okay? Albert Einstein was jewish, i think. AND SO IS ORLANDO BLOOM. AND MAN, that man is hot. haha. want to see a whole list?
http://www.adherents.com/largecom/fam_jews.html 

OHKAY?

jews are cool. and other people are too.
being "jew" is just a label, or a like, you know, knowing and honouring your background.

SO CALL ME A JEW, I DON'T BLOODY CARE.
in fact, thank you. i am PROUD TO BE REALTED TO ORLANDO BLOOM!

so HAH!

damn! primary school flashback.
well whatever.

i don't care.
HAH.

anyways.
omg my secret is out!
whatever shall i do?
damn damn damn.
oh well.

i must get over it.
he is so not anything to me.
and he is such a.. such a.... GAH.
dammit. why does life have to be so f-ing hard?
and even though this is beside the point?

I'M SO SLEEPY.

OH F LOVE AND ALL IT'S STUPIDITY.

yes i am

i'm waiting on a new day
trying to find a new face.

i'm nothing.

2009-02-15T22:41:00.003+08:00

you know, he's not a bad person.

yes, he is.

you just need to sit down, and -

look. i know him. and i've met alot of bad people. He is a bad person. Sure, now he's just - he's just "one of those guys" who likes to bust on everyone. Takes his shots, gives a wedgie, dumps a bucket of something on someone.... and EVERYONE laughs. Just jokes, right? He gets to say and do whatever he wants because he has cool stuff and a nice haircut... Because, really, in this world, all you NEED is a nice haircut. But here's the thing.

He's going to grow up.

He's going ot become a man, and because you and everyone else, has rewarded him for his behaviour year after year after year...... Because his parents don't seem to care... Because ALL he knows now is that it's okay to act that way, to treat people like this... he's going to grow up to be a FULL GROWN greedy, mean, selfish liar.

The world is FULL of them.
The world is RUN by them.

And your "friend" is one of them. You need to learn this and learn it fast.

This is THE world.
THIS IS WHY PEOPLE ARE DEAD. THIS IS WHY PEOPLE ARE GONE. THIS IS WHY HALF OF US DON'T HAVE REAL FAMILLIES ANYMORE.

Because good people don't get to be happy and sometimes, they don't even get to LIVE.

WE JUST SIT AND WAIT FOR ONE OF THESE EVIL, TWO-FACED, GREEDY LIARS TO STEP ON OUR HEADS!

am i one of them?

you're best friends with someone who treats you like crap. He hangs around with you - i'm sorry, but he hangs out with you solely to make himself feel superior.
And the truth is - you're 10 times better than him.

but you LET him treat you like that. you LET him.

what about you? what kind of person are you?

Me?

I'm NOTHING.

the end.

I AM SO ANTI-VALENTINE

2009-02-11T20:28:00.003+08:00

gah. valentines days makes me soooo crazy.

SO I MADE A ANTI-VALENTINE PLAYLIST.
muaha.

so here we. go.

Single - Natasha Beddingfield
Misery Business - Paramore
Whatcha Think About That - PCD
Picture To Burn - Taylor Swift\
When Did Your Heart Go Missing? - Rooney
Don't Waste Your Time - Kelly Clarkson
'One Man Show - Jonas Brothers
Now That We're Done - Metro Station
Cheated On Me - Gavin DeGraw
Gives You Hell - All-American Rejects
Green Light - Beyonce
Your Love Is a Lie - Simple Plan
Forever & Always - Taylor Swift
The Best You Never Had - Leona Lewis
I Can Do Better - Avril Lavigne
Liar Liar (ft. Flo Rida) - Girlicious
Irreplaceable - Beyonce (DUH! THIS IS THE ULTIMATE SONGGG!)
Gonna Get Caught - Demi Lovato
Everything Back But You - Avril Lavigne
Go On Girl - Ne-Yo
How I Feel - Kelly Clarkson
So What - P!nk
Breakin' - All-American Rejects
Cry Me a River - Justin Timberlake
Break Apart Her Heart - Good Charlotte
Broken Hearts Parade - Good Charlotte
Love Song - Sara Bareilles
This is How It Feels - The Veronicas
The Breakup Song - American Hi-Fi
Revenge Is Sweeter (Than You Ever Were) - The Veronicas
I Heart ? - Taylor Swift
Breakin' Dishes - Rihanna
Takin' Back My Love (ft. Ciara) - Enrique Iglesias
Goodbye To You - The Veronicas.

MUAHAHAHA.
the only thing good about valentines day, is well. the goodies.
EVERYTHING ELSE. dammit.

i need a valentine, dammit.

valentines day is a pain

2009-02-10T20:48:00.006+08:00

hilary and brenna sort of and kind of weird me out.
BUT I LOVE THEM ANYWAYS.

anyways;
THANKS CHRISTY AND CASS FOR THE PRESENTS!
yes
i love the purple gloves
and the black choker and pursey thingy!
;] you too are too damn sweet.
haha.
anyway. menopause anyone?
oh well.

torn between myself and the world.
what am i going to do?

when i speak out; you don't listen.

I LOVE BRENNA AND HILARY

2009-02-05T22:34:00.001+08:00

THANK YOU HILARY AND BRENNA FOR THE GIFTTTT<3
YOU GUYS ROCK!

I LOVE IT AS MUCH AS ANYONE COULD POSSIBLY EVER LOVE ANYTHING!
YOU GUYS ROCK!

^^
this is in no way a guarantee that i will ever, however, use that during excursion or sleepovers.

UNLESS HILARY WEARS TOO! ;]

a fireworks display

2009-02-05T21:54:00.004+08:00

the beauty of fireworks must be appreciated in silence.

your ears must be plugged with your hands, to soften the earth-shattering BOOMS of each firework. the only sense which you use is your sight. watch as the fireworks FLYS into the air, before exploding into a million different sparks or a few colours, before plummeting to the ground whilist the colour goes out.

Like life. We have everything, then suddenly BOOM! something happens that makes you shine, some good, something beautiful.

But what no one knows is, they don't know how you did it. They cover their ears, and can't hear. They can only see.

And yet, after the colours start to go out, and you start to fade away,
people let their hands off their ears, and only start to listen after you've died.

Until the next firework comes.

ANYWAYS;
*sudden happiness*
NEW STUDENTTT!

her name is SARAH! and shes really nice and all. and very pretty. haha
oh wells.
anyways, i've got some new photosss!!!
and me and my WONDERFUL holiday.
no really, i mean it.
hahahaha.
anyways marilyn just had dinner at my house and i had the most AWEWSOME time lol.

it was really fun, and we talked alot lol.

but with blogger it's a pain in the ass to upload photos. which sucks.
so maybe next time haha.
so whatever. i'm too lazy haha to blog.
maybe cos i'm PMSing.

oh well. i'm surfing now, if anyone wonders.

anyways, recently i've been feeling a bit empty.
not sad, or heartbroken.
just emo.

maybe cos i don't have anything or anyone to think about. my mind is so unoccupied.
like a blank.a bit bored.

i wonder what i should do.
and i wonder how long i have to wait.

TAG REPLIES

2009-02-02T10:41:00.004+08:00

yes i do.

i freaking love you all.
to death.

particularly because i'm in the most DESERTED PLACE IN MALAYSIA (who has even HEARD of BINTANGOR?)

AND THE HOUSE HAS NO FREAKING INTERNET. omg. i'm in some stinky internet cafe now, where ANYONE could see me writing this. omg.

THANK GOD I'M GOING BACK TO SG TODAY! YAY!

but that's beside the point. did i mention i have had the "GREATEST" birthday ever? DOOD. aiyohs. i don't have time to write about it now. MONEY IS TIME! actually very cheap. only SGD1.50 for an hour. and i only have an hour. hahaha.

TAG REPLIES!

Cass
haha yes the video is freaking scary. that's why i put it on my blog. to scare haters away. kidding ;]

Maureen
YES. I LOVE YOU TOO. no lah, i just find joy in being emo. (wth. finsing joy in sadness? i know you're thinking "this girl is crazy.") oh, btw the new retreat is in APRIL! MUAHA!

Hilary
Thank you hilary!!!sorry to burst your bubble, but haha IT STILL HASN'T COME! MUAHAHAHAHA.

Brenna
Thank you TOO BRENNA TAY XI WEN. YES. I MISS YOU TOO. hmph. hahaha. kidding. MISS YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FRIGGING MUCH. LIKE CRAZY. HAHA. ;]
i also want to go KTV; and sing qing tiannnnn~!<3

Aaron
yes. oh wait. let me pretend i care. *starts sobbing violently* OMG POOR DAMIEN! WHY IS HE EMO! POOR POOR THING. DON'T BE EMO! DON'T SLASHHH! *ABRUPTLY STOPS* there. done. haha kidding. ;] oh well. use your AWESOME listening skills to help out! NO SARCASM, AT ALL. really. seriously.

Marilyn
AWW THANK YOU! I MISS YOU TOO! SEE YOU AFTER THE HOLS I CAN SLEEP OVER AT YOURS THEN YOU CAN SLEEP OVER AT MINE! hahah see? we plan ahead. haha.starbucks after school?

Jingyi
THANK YOU TO YOU
THANK YOU TO YOU
THANK YOU TO JINGYI
THANK YOU TO YOU
*sung to the tune of Happy Birthday*

Xinying
yes, thank you.

yes, thank you.

haha ;]

oh well. you know what. I MISS EVERYONEEEEE. so much.

oh well. toodles, i need to go reply people on FACEBOOK!

see how popular i am?
KIDDING ;]

emo

2009-01-25T22:33:00.004+08:00

hah! i edited my blogskin again!

i dare say, i am getting PRETTY good. YAY YAY! thanks to marilyn and cass, for teaching me a few tips and tricks.

anyways, i think i'm in love with emo.

and emo guys are hot.

yes, i just publicly declared that.

EMO GUYS ARE HOT!

shopping in singapore, DAMN CNY

2009-01-25T20:37:00.003+08:00

2 MORE DAYS!}

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA TO THE MOST IMPT DAY OF THE STINKING YEAR. yes. it is.

as lousy as this year has been for me, and as lousy as it will continue to be for awhile, i believe, i can't believe this event approaching me in the near future causes me to smile. haha. i wonder why. haha.

i LOVE YOU ALL,

and have a freaking happy chinese new year.

I HATE CHINESE NEW YEAR.

(i know, you're like, "whoa. random")

BUT STILL. EVERY YEAR CHINESE NEW YEAR FREAKS UP MY BIRTHDAY. it's so dumb.

and you know what. i, generally, love angbaos (but who doesn't), and i dont care how much i get, BECAUSE its the thought that counts right? anyways, I DISLIKE IT WHEN SOMEONE GIVES ME AN ANGBAO AND BE LIKE, "oh this is your birthday present." i don't want to sound stingy, but SERIOUSLY? i think you know, another angbao, with like five dollars would be a nice way to show the acknowledgement to my birthday. okay?

gah.
well. i just had steamboat. haha. T.T i think imma go watch a movie or something.

AH!

CNY ALSO RUINS MY SHOPPING EXPERIENCE! hah!

ALL THE FRIGGING SHOPS ARE CLOSED DAMMIT! and im only here for a DAY. damn.

and all i've bought, is

1. A Zara jacket.

it's black, so i can wear it to school. HAH!

2. A black dress

it's formal and everything! haha

3. 2 shirts from some, you know, little vendor they always have in shops? yeah/

this is the one thing that was NOT affected by stinko CNY holidays..
haha they were pretty cool

4. a dress from the vendor thing

it';s okay. i bought it on impulse and i didnt get to tryy it or anything. i guess if it doesnt fit i'll give it to hilary or something..

haha oh and i bought gifts (specially requested) by Brenna and Hilary.

omg i can't wait to give hilary her's/ hahaha....

oh and i wrote a new song. it's a work in progress i guess. lol

i missed you today

I LOVE CLUB MED

2009-01-25T10:55:00.001+08:00

Note to self: i must not lust after random cute strangers i see at this freaking cool Club Med.

I absolutely must not.

This is my new mantra/\. GAH. WA\HY THE FREAKING HELL ARE THERE SO MANY DAMN CUTE GUYS HERE!

omgg

and they're so damn hot..

have i mentioned that Nuo Si and co. is here too?
Lucky Me! hahaha.

I Love Life. Notice the capitalisation and the FULLSTOP, not exclamation, FULL STOP.

hahaha. oh and it's scorching hot here. But i'm having the time of my life.

Oh. My. God.

New cute guy!

........... STALKING TIME!

no. wait. i must not.

Repeat Mantra.

i must not lust after random cute strangers i see at this freaking cool Club Med.

oh screw it.

she just gave up

2009-01-20T21:05:00.005+08:00

she dropped her fake smile
and a tear ran down her cheek

&she whispered to herself

"i can't do this anymore."

2009-01-19T23:05:00.014+08:00

i'm tired of trying
i'm tired of lying
i know i've been smiling
but inside

i'm dying.

And the sad part is,
we weren't even together
and he broke my heart.

i'm offended :]

2009-01-19T21:23:00.002+08:00

[[annaifieD*-♡ blank. blank. frigging BLANK. ✖★☆*.。゜░ says:
imma put that on my blog
lol
how he know
how psycho
hil is?

` ❤ blank. blank. blank. says:
and he was like, lucky you know last time they use to like you know put the lady in the basket and then into the river? but he said it in cantonese
cos he saw her catwalking those vids! ;D HAHAHAHAHAH!
on the camera!
and the aiport. when she kept saying hi to everyone remember?

[[annaifieD*-♡ blank. blank. frigging BLANK. ✖★☆*.。゜░ says:
HAHAHAHA
LOL
` ❤ blank. blank. blank. says:
after that he kept saying hil is a liitle. *finger point to head* up there.
HAHAHAHA ;D

[[annaifieD*-♡ blank. blank. frigging BLANK. ✖★☆*.。゜░ says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAA

` ❤ blank. blank. blank. says:
but last time he was like, I don't like anna I like hilary better she's very funny!

[[annaifieD*-♡ blank. blank. frigging BLANK. ✖★☆*.。゜░ says:
this is SUCH good material.
lol
OMG
REALLY.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
lol
i'm so offended

no really, i am.
hahahaha.

psycho hospital!

2009-01-19T21:21:00.004+08:00

` ❤ blank. blank. blank. says:
oh oh oh you know my dad he said if hil was living in the past ah, she'd be sent to those psycho hospital cos she's so psycho! ;D but of course he was joking.
hahahaha anna.

[[annaifieD*-♡ blank. blank. frigging BLANK. ✖★☆*.。゜░ says:
HHAHAHA

cass' dad really understands how i feel about hilary.

HAHA. kidding ;]

"i'm an attention whore."

2009-01-18T21:53:00.003+08:00

THIS IS THE GAYEST SH*T EVER!
OMG
hahaha.

this is sooo gay.

kudos to XY for showing it to me><

love is the slowest form of suicide

2009-01-18T20:33:00.003+08:00

i can live without you
but without you;

i'll be miserable at best.

...i could really use a hero right now.

today someone asked me, whats wrong.
I said nothing, then i turned around

and whispered

"everything."

so sick of love songs

2009-01-17T19:30:00.002+08:00

i'm so sick of everything.

I ISH NO SNOB OKAYISH.

2009-01-15T20:32:00.003+08:00

[[annaifieD*-♡ MYLIFEWOULDSUCKWITHOUTYOU; ✖★☆*.。゜░ says:
she and her attitude.
hmph.
see? THAT is a snob.
i ish no snob okays.

[c=9]|[/c][c=32]Eh-ren[/c=31][c=11]|[/c] says:
okish fine i admit you are no shnob

[[annaifieD*-♡ MYLIFEWOULDSUCKWITHOUTYOU; ✖★☆*.。゜░ says:
HAHA
YAY!
he ADMITS it!
hold on.
i need to copy this
and print it
so people will see
haha

... i wonder why my msn can't see colour codes.

Get a Life

2009-01-15T13:49:00.004+08:00

ohhh i'm soooo mad.
so so so damn mad.

who is she to bump ME?
and i'm lucky i didn't rebound backwards! omg i nearly bounced all the way back to the gym><
whatever.
DAMN HER. it's not like i did anything wrong/
lol

"next time she do that, you say sorry ah, i never bump back cos i not as big as you"
-someone anonymous

haha. whatever. ignoring her. crazyyy.

and dont think im afraid to say her name, cos i will if you ask.

and i dont care much for blogging about it either.
just need to ask.
lol

so if you are reading this,

whatever.

GET A LIFE, honey.
you might need one sometime.
;D

and i can't believe that you are do life-LESS; that you have to waste your time bumping and bullying.

and you walked ACROSS THE CORRIDOR. you really have nothing better to do?

it's disgusting, how hard you try.

when theres no one left to hate, will you be lonely?

sorry cass TT

2009-01-14T22:51:00.000+08:00

i'm so sorry cass..

i couldn't resist. T.T

i'll still be your biggest fan and everything ><

secondhandserenadeBABY

2009-01-14T19:58:00.003+08:00

tell me tell me what makes you think that you're
INVINCIBLE

please don't tell me that i'm the only one that's
VULNERABLE.

impossible}

whydoyoudothistome?

yourslowshakingfingertipsshow; thatyou'rescaredlikemeso;
let's pretend we're alone.

shaolin? whatEVER.

2009-01-14T19:43:00.003+08:00

輸的是我﹔ 那又如何？
唱傷心的歌
不怕誰會看出我的脆弱

shaolin. freaking shaolin. sigh.
i hate this years excursion. i want to GO TO HONG KONG! dang. dang. dang.

i can't believe i'm actually listening to this SONG! sigh.

gah.. this is killing me.

i had so much to blog about and now i'm online, and i just forgot everything. blanked out.

T.T

like when i first saw you.

and i'm still waiting.
like the fool i am.

there is no such thing as a "fool in love";
we are all fools in love

2009-01-13T20:57:00.001+08:00

the only person i truly cared for

left me with a broken heart

TWISTED AND TORN;

I REFUSE TO BE BROKEN.

gah.

2009-01-13T19:52:00.007+08:00

it has come to my attention that my blog is starting to resemble cassiie's one.

but i don't intend it to! it just does. cos i'm still oh so very emo. i mean, i don't want to be, i just,
you, know, am! damn.
anyways, to protect my ORIGINALITY; pictures are gonna be at the bottom.

i'm still so sad about everything. i'm so. not over anything.

i just can't believe i let him lead me on,
until i had nothing left.

and now i still wait and hope.

someone told me that "i had my hopes too high"
but what else can i do but exactly that?

it's the only thing i can.

someone told me that "my standards are way too high"
but how high are they, really?
i can like guys who are COMPLETE LOSERS.
you call that high standards?

ah. dammit.

why am i so naive?

the waiting is hell.
the watching is worse.
i hate you so much
but i miss you so much more.

emoingagain

2009-01-12T22:46:00.003+08:00

and i stare at your name
i wait; and wait

but nothing happens.
and nothing ever will again.

IF YOU SEEK YOU! omg. i'm pmsing.
SIGH. i really feel so emoo and down.
what the freaking hell is WRONG with me.
and my STUPID STUPID computer! omg. SERIOUSLY.
oh my my my.
T.T
i know it's JUST a crush,
but i get so down.
and i'm STILL waiting to get over it.

BUT HOW BLOODY LONG IS THIS GOING TAKE?

i may look happy on the outside
but if you felt how i felt on the inside,
you'd understand.

emo-ing out

2009-01-11T18:50:00.005+08:00

emo-ing out

故事的小黃花
從出生那年就飄著
童年的蕩秋千
隨記憶一直晃到現在

re sou sou xi dou xi la
sou la xi xi xi xi la xi la sou

吹著前奏望著天空
我想起花瓣試著掉落
為你翹課的那一天
消失的那一天
下雨的那一天
花落的那一天
教室的那一間
我怎麼看不見
消失的下雨天
我好想再淋一遍
沒想到失去的勇氣我還留著
好想再問一遍
你會等待還是離開

刮風這天我試過握著你手
但偏偏雨漸漸
大到我看你不見
還要多久我才能在你身邊
等待放晴的那天也許我會比較好一點
從前從前有個人愛你很久
但偏偏風漸漸
把距離吹得好遠
好不容易又能再多愛一天
但故事的最后你好像還是說了拜拜

晴天

2009-01-11T18:35:00.003+08:00

從前從前；有個人愛你很久
我怎麼看不見？

好不容易又能再多愛一天

i don't need you or your stupidity

2009-01-10T20:43:00.002+08:00

thedayithoughti'dnevergetthrough;
i got OVER YOU

HAH! i am finally over him.
i can do BETTER.
yes i can.
i don't need him. or his ATTITUDE. yes.
GO AWAY. hmph.
to think i was so tricked.
here. i've got some CLCIHEs!

you put the U in stUpid!
you're an accessory that just went OUT.
i don't need you or your STUPIDTY.
your face in the moonlight shined; but in the real light, everything was seen.

HAH!
i don't need you!
or your...
stinko good looks.
or. your funny jokes.
your freaking unbelieveably cute smile.
or your COOL CLOTHES.

omg. i'm way in over my head.

OMG GOOGLE SEARCH!

2009-01-08T21:34:00.005+08:00

HAHA OKAY. so i googled so many people
and imma put up links of weird stuff that i found. but no facebook. cos you find that EVERYTIME. starting with

ASHIM!
http://app1.chinadaily.com.cn/star/2001/1122/pr22-1.html

hee hee yes this is him. and yes, ashim, i do this JUST to torture you.

MARILYN!
http://www.poetry.com/dotnet/P3513371/999/1/display.aspx
OMG, btw this really isn't her. just some one, who is FREAKISHLY similar to her. haha.

BRENNA!
omg i found a couple of blogs, mainly bianca's and macy's

BUT I FOUND A FREAKING ORBITUARY! touch wood.

freaky.
HAHA.

BIANCA!
omg this is CANNOT be bianca. impossible.
http://www.poetry.com/dotnet/P8998453/999/1/display.aspx
hahahaha

i didn't know she was a poet lol

http://www.alivenotdead.com/biancaho/my-fans.html

i'm not sure whether this is her lol. same age youknows. maybe lerhs. lol

JING YI or JOY!
OMG OMG OMG

http://www.ningbo-jingyi.com/

http://www.jingyi.com/en/products.html (omg rubber factory! must be poor quality, china product marhs)

http://www.jingyi.co.uk/ (this one nice, SELLS CLOTHES!)

http://www.agoda.com/asia/china/beijing/jingyi_hotel.html
quote:

"There are Air Conditioning, Bathrobes, Daily Newspaper, Desk, Hair Dryer in each of the hotel's well-equipped rooms. In addition, this property in Beijing has Executive Floor , Elevator, Bar/Pub, Laundry Service/Dry Cleaning, Meeting Facilities , Nightclub, Restaurant, Room Service. Those looking for first-rate sporting and leisure facilities will find Massage, Gym/Fitness Facilities, Sauna, Steamroom. This charming property has long been a favorite in Beijing for both business and leisure travelers. Jingyi Hotel Beijing is easy to book - just enter your travel dates on our secure online booking form."

SHIOK RIGHT? OMG HAHA/

http://www.chinaglassware.net/ (beibei JING YI Glass factory! i hope the glass don't break and hurt me!)

wah lah why jing yi open so many factories arh?

hahah

MACY!
www.macys.com

well. DUH. what did you expect? it's A FAMOUS DEPARTMENT STORE!. CH.

HILARY!
http://www.hillaryclinton.com/ (did you know hilary was NAMED AFTER HER!)

http://hilary.com/ (omg a magazine! i knew hilary was HIP, but i never knew a magazine was nameed after HER!)

AND HILARY DUFF'S WEB lol.

www.ultimatehilary.org

haha. OMG omg OMG.

AMANDA!

aiyah EVERYTHING AMANDA BYNES OKAY. I'M WAYYY TO LAZY.

CASSANDRA!
http://www.importgenius.com/importers/cassandra-tang.html

OMG can i import cass back! it's a kind of SHIPMENT!
http://www.portfolio.com/resources/executive-profiles/Cassandra--Tang--37029959
WAH CASS SO HIGH ONE AH!

haha.

CHRISTY!

http://schools.nyc.gov/Students/PSPoem/ng.htm

aww. christy. you and your cheesecake.
lol

http://www.theparttimejobs.com/jobs-at/christy-ng/

wow. christy looking for Business Development Executive. HAHAH

oh well. the interest has fled. and according to marilyn, this is, and i QUOTE, "private SOCIALIZING!"

well, whatever.
THIS IS A JOKE. NO OFFENCE WHATSOEVER INTENDED. okay?

although personally, i blame GOOGLE.

snowballs

2009-01-08T14:28:00.003+08:00

"whats the difference between snowmen and snow women?"

i realise i'm very materialistic.
just now, during soccer, i was like, tripped by christy (PLEASE DONT APOLOGOSE I'M FINE NOW) and i was like screaming.

but NOT because i hurt myself.
because my BILLABONG jacket was dirty.
and now i'm like, OMG it's just a jacket, and like, the inner anna is like fighting back.

Anna : *SCREAMS*
Inner Anna: OMG it's just a JACKET.
A: But it's a BILLABONG jacket. from HONG KONG
I.A: whatEVER. it was MEANT to get dirty. it's a piece of cloth, for crying out loud!
A: a BRANDED piece of cloth. and it's pink!
I.A: you and your pink. GET A LIFE.
A: BUT I HAVE A LIFE! and as i recall, you are a part of it.
I.A: whatever..

OMG I WAS WRITHING THIS HALF WAY AND LOOK WHAT I FOUND!
http://app1.chinadaily.com.cn/star/2001/1122/pr22-1.html
http://app1.chinadaily.com.cn/star/2001/1122/pr22-1.html
go! OMG okay continuiing.

A: you're just jealous i have a billabong jacket.
I.A: dude. i am you.
A: whatever it's a BILLABONG JACKET AND I AM NOT DIRTYING IT
I.A: whatever its just a cloth with a fancy name.

omg. i talk to myself in my head.
am i going insane?
FREAK.

"snowballs"

I LOVE CASS

2009-01-06T21:06:00.002+08:00

i love cass and all her blogskins.

i'm like, her biggest fan.

if you're reading this, cass, I LOVE YOU! (well not YOU, actually, your blogskins. but i still love you! just not as much)

haha
anyways;

HI MR TYRRELL!

hahahaha

anyway imma teach myself how to make blogskins! woo hoo!

but i need to do my GEOG HOMEWORK FIRST!
*see mr tyrrell? i care.*

hahah.

2009-01-02T22:36:00.002+08:00

today i wondered;
what became of you

and what has become me.

what did you do today?
do you remember my name?
do you still remember who i am?

i know you finally got taller than me ;D

i remember liking you; lol and how stupid and short i was.
i remember how you had a percentage thing going on
and how happy and sad i was that day.

i remember moving to shanghai, and meeting someone who looked so much like you.
and how he was nothing like you. at all. trust me. haha.

i never actually thought of you; until i saw you today.
and i didnt know what to do.
i closed the page before the pictures loaded.
your name, haha how could i ever forget.

i thought of how i embarrassed myself
and how in school i'd just sit around doing nothing.
i remember bugging everyone,
and i remember that one day.

why did i look like complete shit that day?

haaha.

well.

i don't miss you.
i think.
i just felt like saying all that.
i've changed, and i'll bet all my roxy stuff that you changed too.

i don't know whether i ever want to see you again.

so i flip the page. and start anew.

P.S i'll blog about hong kong tomorrow lol.

2008-12-30T22:18:00.001+08:00

I'M GOING HK PEOPLE!!!

MUAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2008-12-28T20:00:00.001+08:00

i feel so alone

TO DO LIST

2008-12-27T21:09:00.002+08:00

haha
i have so much stuff to do!

like seriously!
omg.
1. English Comparative Essay (GOD I HOPE I BROUGHT HOME MY KITE RUNNER)
2. five creative pieces (like, whatever)
3. History Essay ( i really cant find like, ANY sources)
4. Stem Cell PPT (wtf)
5. finish SAS forms (hah i should do this first ;D)

anyways TODAY; at super brand mall in pudong, guess who i saw?

BO RYUNG! i KNOW! OMG!

and she is super HAWT.
she's like, super tall
and her hairstyle is FREAKING COOL!
and she has like, a SEMI-AMERICAN ACCENT!

soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
COOOLLLLLL!

hahah i know! how AWESOME.
^^

i'vealmostfailed;

2008-12-22T18:18:00.002+08:00

and on the last night of the year I'll cry

and cry

cos i've failed

again the second time

i had hoped, and i prayed so hard

and i waited for so long.

Still there's no we, no us, no them.

There's only you, me and everyone else.

i've almost failed.

and it's almost inevitable.

i can hope; but whats the use?

i just failed me.

how can i give up?

i want to so badly.

NEW HAIRSTYLE FOR THE HOLIDAYS!

2008-12-18T22:07:00.003+08:00

lol

the holidays are here!

and i havent updated for like, SO long.

!oh!

I WATCHED MOVIEESSS!

lol.

HOUSE BUNNY

THIS IS NICE. AWESOME. FREAKING COOL!. OMG THIS IS SOO COOL! I WANNA BE PART OF A SORORITY LOL. and the music, IS SO COOL! i am SO downloading the OST.

21

lol this was freaking awesome. the counting parts are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO COOOOLLLLLL!!!! hahahahahahahhaha YOU SHOULD WATCH IT.

adrenalineman, adrenaline.

TWILIGHT

okay. actually. i was a bit disappointed. you know the book is like,SO MUCH BETTER. yeah. you know the actors, in the movie, are like, unable to potray like, how the vampires move so GRACEFULLY. in the movie, they are like, so HUMAN. haha. says the girl who IS a human. lol the BOOK IS BETTER!

lol

and i have a new movie i HAVEN'T watched yet, called Definitely, Maybe.. Theresa lent it to me and i STILL havent watched it.

i think i'll watch it soon.

OH! I HAVE BANGS! lol but no pictures yet, only AFTER i complete my hairstyle by PERMING MY HAIR AGAIN. yup. big curls.

i want to look SOMETHING (HOPEFULLY) like this :

impossible? i think so. BUT WHO CARES. i want to TRYYY... it's so NICE. moonkijun says my hair is too short, but heck i dont care! LOL. AT LEAST I HAVE BANGS!

LOL i want to highlight my hair with HIL!

OMG TOMORROW I'M GOING BAILIAN TO SEE JOAN! gosh i've missed her like CRAZY./. haha
i can't wait.
i should probably start my homework soon!

i miss you already T.T

when will i see you next?

fine i will wait okay. DAMN YOU.

2008-12-14T21:50:00.004+08:00

you know, maybe i should just stop telling you about my life.

because then you just criticise me.

go away; freak.

i can't stand your voice, either.

Sayang Sayang = Ahlian version of Goong

2008-12-13T21:57:00.003+08:00

Sayang Sayang = Ahlian version of Goong
it's quite funny. hahaha. that samuel go and download then i watched it just now. quite nice lehs!
haha watched from mobTV. but i realise i dont really like Singapore shows as much as i like american shows, like N3MBERS; or Bones, or GOSSIPGIRL; or Ugly Betty. haha

SO LAME.

2008-12-11T12:34:00.001+08:00

this is so lame its actually funny.

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

btw how

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

can oxygen work?

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

HOW THE HELL DO I APPLY OXYGEN TO POLITICS.

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

do countries FIGHT over who breathes WHAT AIR?

[(생리 힐라리)] crimson wave! says:

i also dont know!

[(생리 힐라리)] crimson wave! says:

its very hard to relate calcium to alot of things okay

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

WTH.

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

people put melamine which contaminates the calcium.

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

duh.

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

BUT OXYGEN.

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

Lee Kuan Yew: We need our oxygen! Back off!

Obama: BUT THE US IS MORE IMPORTANT. YOU BACK OFF!

Whatshisname of Malaysia: why am i even here? i wonder what the people are doing? probably just dirtying the streets. hmm.

minister of Shanghai: 这些人在讲什么啊?

[(생리 힐라리)] crimson wave! says:

lol!

[(생리 힐라리)] crimson wave! says:

hahaha!

[(생리 힐라리)] crimson wave! says:

crazy><

[(생리 힐라리)] crimson wave! says:

imgaine him speaking in his strong chinese accent

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

i know.

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

then:

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

Barack : Singapore! you BETTER FREAKING BACK OFF AH. YOU WANT TO START A WAR?

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

sINGAPORE: AHEM! HEY! DONT COPY OUR SINGLISH! COPYCATS. THATS ALL YOU AMERICANS KNOW HOW TO DO!

[(생리 힐라리)] crimson wave! says:

lol! he wont lah!

[(생리 힐라리)] crimson wave! says:

hahahhaa!!

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

Malaysia : oh shanghai, whats it like?

[(생리 힐라리)] crimson wave! says:

hey imagine that lee kuan yew speaking in american accent!

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

Shanghai : 啊，上海很没用啊！太脏了！

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

ＴＨＥＮ；MALAYSIA AND SHANGHAI, START COMPARING HOW DIRTY THEY BOTH ARE.

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

then :

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

Barack: THAT'S IT. I AM SHOOTING NUCLEAR AT SINGAPORE!

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

Lee Kuan Yew :you guys are like, SO WHATEVER. ugh. FINE. THEN I'LL GET MY COUNTRY TO GO SWIMMING!

[(생리 힐라리)] crimson wave! says:

lol!!

[(생리 힐라리)] crimson wave! says:

HAHAHAHA!

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

AND WE'LL BECOME AN UNDERWATER CITY,

[(생리 힐라리)] crimson wave! says:

imganine hin saying that

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

LIKE ANTARTICA! OR WAS IT ALANTIS.

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

WHATEVER.

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

haha.

[(생리 힐라리)] crimson wave! says:

hey its jsut like the song, YEAR 3000!

[(생리 힐라리)] crimson wave! says:

the busted song

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

i know.

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

haha

[(생리 힐라리)] crimson wave! says:

hey xiaxue updated her blog!

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

really?

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

cool!

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

omg

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

did you see the photoshop one?

that was cool.

[(생리 힐라리)] crimson wave! says:

yeah i saw

[(생리 힐라리)] crimson wave! says:

hye i gtg now

[(생리 힐라리)] crimson wave! says:

bb!

[[annaifieD*- lostandthensecured; YOUFOUNDME ★☆*.。゜ says:

BYE!

haha this is the STUPIDEST CONVO i have ever had. it's really lame. lol .no offense to anyone luhs. it's just a joke haha.

MUST-SEE.MOVIES!

2008-12-01T21:47:00.002+08:00

well today in class, for no particular reason, we started talking about movies. and i realised there are so many MOVIES I WANT TO WATCCHHH! so i made a list! haha.

Movies which i absolutely MUST MUST MUST watch

1. TWILIGHT!
eeeeeep! who DOESN'T want to watch this! HOW SEEXXAAY! i might pee in my pants just thinking about it! haha. I WANT TO WATCH! I WANT TO WATCH!

2. Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging
haha i think alot of people dunno this movie, but i've been wanting to watch it since i was in NZ! haha apparently its really cool! HAHA.

3. 21
Apparently its really nice! Theresa and Ashim say so, and i watched the trailer before, and now i'm basically gushing about how awesome it supposedly is. hahaha Theresa is lending me! and im sooo excited to watch it!

4. Eagle Eye
do i even have to say anything?
TWO WORDS - SHIA LABEOUF! (i THINK it's spelt that way haha.)
plus the trailer freaking caused adrenaline to rush through my veins haha.

5. Bolt
MILEY CYRUS IS IN IT! (well, her voice, at least!)
SO I HAVE TO WATCH IT. i MUST.

6. Beverly Hills Chihuahua
SO CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

7. House Bunny
apparently this is really funny! and i;m crazy for chick-flicks. they make me go mad. haha. i pity my future boyfriend, must come with me watch this kind of show. Anna Faris and Katharine McPhee are HAWT though. haha.

8. Wild Child
ohhh i want to see this. Emma Roberts is a Wild Child. HAHAHA. i THINK thats the lead's name. i THINK.

welllll. this is the ONLY few movies i can think of right now.
HAHA.
i'll probably add more soon. ^^

i miss him very much. T.T

The Click Five NOOO!

2008-11-29T22:05:00.002+08:00

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

THE CLICK FIVE IS GOING TO BEIJINGGGG
AND NOT SHANGHAI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

just another failure in my life.

SIGH.

SPORTSDAY.

2008-11-28T19:26:00.002+08:00

SPORTS DAY ROCKED MAN!

YESH. I ACTUALLY MEAN THAT. ALL OUR EFFORT WAS NOT WASTED WHEN WE GOT
FIRST FOR CHEER AND THIRD OVERALL! AND THAT MEANS WE GOT... UHM. I THINK 35 POINTS! HAHAHAHA. WHICH. rocks!

why was i typing in caps?
anyways, our cheer was totally awesome, and ashims idea really helped us to win man! yeah. and and and, mrs wong was really proud of us all. and even though we NEVER got first place in any sport, second for 2, 5 for frisbee and last (i think) for tug of war, WHO CARES?

WE DID OUR BEST.
WE CAME.
AND WE BROUGHT IT.
yeah man.

i am SO PROUD OF MY AWESOME CLASS.
mark is SO awesome at coaching and at badminton! OH AND THAT PART WHERE HIS SUPERIOR SERVING SAVED OUR BUTTS AND WE WON HANDS DOWN FOR THAT VOLLEYBALL MATCH. WE FOUGHT. we did our best. and that is the best.
and ashim, without his idea, we would not have won the cheering! so, even though most of the time, his brain is not really productive, this time, i have to admit, he really came through. i'm kidding of course. and Theresa, so ENCOURAGING! yes she is. every single sport you would see her, CHEERING AND PLAYING, PATTING OTHERS ON THE BACK. how awesome is that? yes. it is SO cool. haha.
and and AMANDA, who did the most awesome task of holding my phone, and cheering her head off. haha. and and MICALLA AND SUHYUN! for dancing like crazy with me. OH! and a shoutout to all those PARTAYY-ERSS! yeah man it rocked to dance my head off with the likes of ke you and hilary and vince and and and.. moon ki jun! haha and brenna too! AND I SAW BIANCA! MAN I MISS HER ALREADY. hahahahah. we really rocked. oh yeah. continuing. MAX FOR HIS AWESOME IDEA OF THE AIRPLANES, IT REALLY CONTRIBUTED TO OUR FINALE. hahahaha. and of course, BRENNA. the most BEAUTIFUL ONE I'VE EVER SEEN! haha she is GOOD AND HAWT AT CHEERING, I TELL YOU. haha. and and and JOY! WHO IS SO GOOD AT VOLLEYBALL! yes she is.

ANYWAYS, i'll continue again next time.
i hafta go CELL GROUP NOW! wish me luck ;D

Little Of Your Time

2008-11-18T21:19:00.002+08:00

Little Of Your Time

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name

If someone says "is this okay?" you say?
Kill The Lights - Britney Spears (wth)

How would you describe yourself?
All The Way Around - Ali Lohan (i guess i;m KIND OF blur. and eccentric. haha!)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Big Girl Now - New Kids On The Blovk ft. Lady Gaga (lol this means i like MATURE guys??? BUT BRENNA SAYS I LIKE IMMATURE PEOPLE!! )

How do you feel today?
Pieces Of Me - Ashlee Simpson (omg this is so true. i hate weekdays. well except for one :D)

What is your life's purpose?
Too Lost In You - Sugababes (haha my life is to fall in love!)

What is your motto?
Where The City Meets The Sea - The Getaway Plan (this makes NO SENSE WHATSOEVER)

What do your friends think of you?
The Man Who Can't Be Moved - The Script (i'm THAT stubborn? LOL)

What do you think of your parents?
Decode - Paramore (they don't understand me? lol my thoughts they can't DECODE)

What do you think about very often?
The Way I Loved You - Taylor Swift (i guess><)

What is 2 + 2?
Starstruck - Lady Gaga ft. Space Cowboy and Flo Rida (i'm so starstruck i can't answer!)

What do you think of your best friend(s)?
Viva La Vida - Coldplay (VIVA LA VIDA DUDEESS! WE RULE THE WORLD!)

What do you think of the person you like?
Natural Disaster - Plain White T's (OMG HE'S SO SEXY I HAVE TO HAVE HIM!)

What is your life story?
Change - Taylor Swift (YES MY LIFE WILL CHANGE!)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
White Horse - Taylor Swift (haha i want to run freee)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
I Caught Myself - Paramore (yes i have to be careful of the things i do.)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
T-Shirt - Shontelle (and... this is a break-up song?)

What will they play at your funeral?
Boring - P!nk ( i was BORING? IS THAT WHAT YOU THINK OF ME?)

What is your biggest fear?
Pictures Of You - The Last Goodnight (..i guess.)

What is your biggest secret?
Nowhere Left To Go - Leona Lewis ft. Cassidy (mua ha.)

What do you think of your friends?
Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings (YEAH BABY!)

What will you post this as?
Little Of Your Time - Maroon 5 (oh yeah MATCH!)

SHANGHAIISFULLOFINSOMNIATICS

2008-11-16T12:24:00.003+08:00

doesn't anybody in this city SLEEP?
seriously.
anyways.
so. i HATE shanghai movers and construction workers. they're soo. yucks.
so i made a list! muaha.

WHY I HATE SHANGHAI MOVERS/CONSTRUCTION WORKERS

1. They stink. literally.
yes. do they not understand the meaning of "deodarant"? they really shouldn;t deny not acknowledging its existence. honestly, i've seen so many of these easy-to-use spray aerosols (is that what they're called?) in carrefour. and hello? i know you're a mover, or construction worker or whatever, but i KNOW you have a salary, and is it too much to ask for to just spend a tiny fraction of something to spray (or wipe, whichever you prefer) your underarms, so no civilised person, on seeing you, does not back away with repulsion. is that too much to ask for?

2. Their SOCKS are revolting.
absolutely DISGUSTING. yucks. would it kill them to change socks? or WASH them? or at the very least, bring an extra pair along? seriously. their SOCKS left FOOTPRINTS all over the nice tile floor in my new house when they moved. yes. GAH. it was revolting. and STINKY. yucks. someone should start a whole NO STINKY SOCKS movement, and give movers and construction workers NEW SOCKS, or at least company-made free socks. and make it MANDATORY for their to be a change of socks between jobs. yes. that would be ideal. i mean, hello? their SWEAT leaks through the socks and forms FOOTPRINTS on the floor. i had to mop it up, and almost immediately. it was stinky and i couldn't take it. .in fact, i basically FOLLOWED the people around, carrying heavy boxes, and moped their stinky foot trail away. yucks. so my point, which i was getting to, is: GET MORE ABSORBENT SOCKS OR GET OUT OF MY HOUSE.

3. some of them are dirty liars.
YES . some construction worker, BROKE MY BATHROOM WINDOW, in front of my very eyes, and you know what he told my mother? "这已经坏了。" which means,, it was already broken. mind you, i had already lived in this new house for a few days already, and so he was telling my mother that the window just decided, "hmm. i think i'll crack now." hello i saw HIM BREAK IT. WHO COULD IGNORE THE SHATTERING NOISE MADE WHEN HE MOVED HIS ARM WITH THE TOOL? and hello, i moved here a few days ago. you think i would have noticed if my windows were already broken. seriously, if you want to lie, come up with a better excuse.

and anyway, honesty is ALWAYS the best policy. (unless. you know, it would hurt too many people. lesser of two evils, people!)

4. They don't listen.
okay. so get this:
mover enters, and asks (in loud, rude, half shanghainese half normal chinese voice) , what furniture do you want to move first? we'll move the boxes after the furniture.
so my mom, being nice and all, in a sweet-as-honey voice, with PERFECT mandarin, patiently points to the furniture and points out which to move..
and then the guy.
JUST TELLS THE OTHERS TO MOVE THE BOXES.
so my mom is all, "i thought you wanted to move the furniture first?"
but the LOSER GUY WAS LIKE,in a cocky attitude, " but you didnt even tell me which furniture to move"
AND I WAS LIKE, she just did.
i mean, DO YOU NOT HAVE EARS? HELLO? wth.
gosh. seriously. NO WONDER they work in this business.

5. THEY BROKE MY STUFF. SCRATCHED SOME OF THE FURNITURE, AND RUINED THE HOUSE WALL BY MOVING THE FURNITURE AGAINST IT.
i think this is pretty self-explanatory. but seriously? they destroyed some of the stuff. and i am SO SO SO angry now.

6. They're always either LATE, or EARLY.
did you know my bed-frame was supposed to come the day after i moved in?
guess what?
IT CAME A WEEK AFTER.
i had to sleep on a mattress on the floor! lucky my.
and you know what? at the beginning the movers wre LATE!
from 10am, to 12 pm.
seriously?
DOES "PUNCTUALITY" MEAN NOTHING TO YOU?
gah, and you know. they delivered the bed frame at 8.
in the MORNING. they interuppted my DREAM! ON A

SUNDAY morning!
I WAS HAPPY IN MY SWEET DREAM, and BAM. wth?

DOES NO ONE IN THIS CITY SLEEP???????????????????????

gah. sorry. when i'm sleep-deprived i get so cranky.

what ever. thats the end of the list anyways.
oh today my brother, and his friend Kyle, are going to watch the Master Cup finals. haha. how cool. i was going to go, but decided not to at the last minute i guess. oh well. Federer's not playing anyway, so why waste my time, right? haha anyways after church i'm going dinner with mark's family! and marilyn's family too! muaha.

maybe i should bring my physics homework along.

KIDDING! ;D haha.

QUIZ[NEWSKIN!]

2008-11-14T10:57:00.004+08:00

people keep tagging me to do quizzes. so....
MUAHA!

1. The person who tagged/passed you this quiz is?
JINGYIS; CASSIIE; MARILYN;VINCENT . who knew i wasSO popular? lol kidding! muaha.

2. The relationship between him/her is?
uhm. FRIEND FRIEND FRIEND AND ....uhm FRIEND? LOL; I guess.

3. Your five expressions of him/her is?
oh god this might take some time.
Jingyi: super nice, cute, clever, long hair? (lol) very very very cute.
Cassie: skinny, ALWAYS FORGIVING (no matter what. :D), too infatuated with TWILIGHT, nice blogs, super STYLO
Marilyn: Tall, BLUR, sleepy, happy, funny
Vincent: ugh. mean (he said PIG FARM!LOL), funny, okay-nice, in my chinese class. one more... uhm. cool? (LOL)

4. The most memorable thing she/he has done for you?
wow.....uh, for jingyi it was uhm, SEC 2 DIAMOND! and and and cassiie was S1AMBER and when she forgave me (for everything) and our SHOPPING SPREEE. Marilyn, all our cell groups are SO awesome. Vincent, V! SUP DUDE!

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
uhhmm. hmm. haha . too long, and i'm WAY too lazy.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
for the first few, uhm. sorry. i don't date girls? lol and i don't date vincents? lol NO OFFENCE ;D

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things to improve on will be?
lol NO WAY! and if i ever date anyone, i will like that person for WHO HE IS. muaha.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
how can? lol they're all TOO NICE/ (except vince, but he's cool.)

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
dunno... fightt? lol

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
isss.. uhm... go have fun? at the g9 EXCURSIONN! lol

11. Your overall expression of him/her is?
cool people who really. rock. and are so AWESOME! Lol

12. How do you think the people around you feel for you?
i think people think i'm too HIGH! lol but whats wrong with being happy? haha

13. The characters that I love about myself are?
haha i love my highness and my jumpiness.

15. The most ideal person you want to be?
i want to be tall! and skinny! and sexxay! and and cool! and clever!

OH! I WANT TO BE A SUPERSTAR!

16. For people that love, care and show concern for you, say something to them?
HELLO! please buy my future album. I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOOO MUCH

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you
1. xinying
2. brenna
3. marilyn
4. cass
5.hilary
6amanda
7.bianca
8.caisheng
9.timmy
10.ashim

19. Is no.9 a female or male?
male xD

20. If no. 7 and no. 10 are together, would it be a good thing?
nooooooo. way... okay? NO NO NO. muaha.

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
i thought i said studying and her don't really MATCH? lol

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
last week i guess? lol i just got internet you see.

23. What kind of band music does no.8 like?
i think.
Sum 41? secondhand serenade? lol

24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
i think so, according to brenna!

25. If no. 3 wants to woo you, would you acceptor reject?
i'd ditch her after a day lol.

26. How about no.7?
she's
TAKEN!

27. Is no.4 single?
i THINK SO. but i know who she likes! not exactly cute though.

28. What is the surname of no.5?
hilary LOW SU LIN!

29. What is the hobby of no. 10?
writing exclamation marks? lol and basketball i guess

30. Does no. 5 and no.9 get along?
i think so. ahah yes yes.

31. Where does no. 2 study at?
like i said, studying and her, not really going along.

32. Talk about something for no. 3?
marilyn! i love you and your POCKY! muaha *wink* :D

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
LOL no! no! no! no! no! no!
haha NO!

34. Where does no.9 live?
in shanghai, WTH. i guess sometimes he lives in his own world, but don't we all? lol

35. What colour does no. 4 like?
GREEN! esp. NEON green haha

36. Are no.1 and no.5 best friends?
oh hell yeah. but i'm closer to both. MUAHAHAHA.

37. Does no.1 have any pets?
i dunno. you know. i feel so bad. i dont think so? lol

38. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
YES! BIANCA IS SOOOO DARN SEXXAAAYY!

39. What is no.6 doing now?
she is.... disturbing other people i guess. so mean. ;D

okay.
me ish done. do the quiz if you want. i'm fine with ANYTHINNNGGG! haha

oh i changed my blogskin! nice nice?

i lovve that sonng!

justoneemopost; i'msosorry

2008-11-06T22:11:00.003+08:00

how does it feel to be loved?

and how does to feel to be in love?

no one can tell me. no one can explain it.
because you have to feel it. to experience and to know.
then you can feel the uneplainable feeling of love.

how can a flower just bloom over a day?
how can i find another one like you?

you know you're in love when you can't sleep, because reality becomes so much better then your dreams.

you know you are loved when you want time to stop when that person looks deep into your eyes.

why is love painful?

why is love joyful?

why is love what people want?

what do people want?

what do i want?

when can i have what i want?

why can't i have the thing i can't have?

why do i always want the things i can't have more?

and why do we hurt?

why do we hurt?

why am i hurting?

and why do i want this?
why do i want you?
why do i need you?
why do i want the one thing i know i have near no chance of having?
why do i want the near impossible?

is the rush of adrenaline?
or just the feeling i know that i have not felt which i want to feel?

when will i finally get this?
how, if ever, will i ever get it?

and what if it turns sour?
and what if i blame myself?

what if it hurts me?
can i take that risk?

loving someone is giving the chance to break your heart, but trusting the person not to.

but can i take that risk?
can i let go of everything i have had, everything i hold so high?
can i drop it all? and run?

i'm so tired of writing songs no one will hear, dreaming of dreams never to be true.
and i still love you so.

and i'm so darn emo now.

i'm screaming i love you so;

but my thoughts you can't decode.

OBAMAISDAHBOMB

2008-11-05T20:36:00.002+08:00

hoho. SO OBAMA WON! yay! yay! YAY!
and i really did jump up and down in class. just, you know, for your information. HAHA.
cos

OBAMA WON! YEAH MAN!

anyways, i got another quiz. DON'T ASK ME WHERE I GOT IT. and i;m to lazy to listen to instructions and add another question. i like the questions that they have.

Instructions :Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question,make it a total of19 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list,list them out at the end of the post.Notify them in their tagboard that he/she has been tagged.

1)What do people do that will make you hate he/she most?
copying me? lol. or stealing my stuff! yes! or ACTING LIKE A BABY. *hint*

2)What is your most favorite thing to do?
listen to me music, watch tv, read TWILIGHT, daydream and fantasize

3)What is the first thing that comes to your mind of when you think of love?
lol the person(s) with which i am infatuated with? haha

4)What kind of boyfriend / girlfriend do you want?
haha i already answered this one before. look down! muaha

5)Is there someone in your heart right now?
yes. and more than one. haha this is so stress. i dont think either one likes me. oh welll.

6)Do you believe that you can survive without money?
if i have love, i can survive ANYTHING! lol cos my loved one will pay, DUH.

7)Are you afraid of pain?
hell yeah? haha it's well,,, PAINFUL!

8)What do you feel like doing now?
i want to finish writing this song now. so stress! who knew guitar chords and lyrics could be so hard to match? lol

9)If there's someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
well yes. but id say like, dont want to scare the person away. anyways. i won't do it though, for the person(s) i like now. cos very...uhm. hard? yeah. and near impossible. so why waste my breath?

10)List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
haha. well.... i kinda taggged myself. and i could go on and on about myself. but still. haha i'm short, and i love laughing. and. TWILIGHT!haha

11)What is your 5 most passionate thing at this moment?
uhm. getting a GUY, my GUITAR, my FUTURE superstardom, getting into SAS and and and uhm. the SSIS FIRST EVER GRADE 9 CHRISTMAS DANCE! muaha.

12)If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would that be?
uhm... food? obviously not dirt right? lol

13)If you have a chance to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
happy! duh. happy then can go out and earn money what. i know, hilary says i suck at thes kinda questions.

14)If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
i wish i wasnt such a lazy dude and would actually do my maths project then hang around blogging. lol. :D

15)If you are unhappy, what would you do?
i would be PMS-y, haha and i would, listen to music? haha and i would scold whatever made me angry in my head. then do something happy! we only use about 10 percent of our brains, why should i waste the brain space and power thinking about whatever? LOL.

16)Which country do you like the most?
NEW ZEALAND! ..but i have no friends there. SINGAPORE!....but i don;t like my old strict school. SHANGHAI! ....ewww. lol i like shanghai cos of my friends. and certain people. :D

17)Why are you in love with the person you're in love with now?
i dunno. it's hard to explain. and who knows whether i am really obssessed or just infatuatued? its so hard to tell. but anyway, cos they're... immature? LOL brenna says i like immature guys. i prefer to think of myself as YOUNG AT HEART.

18)Are you crappy ?
whay kind of question is this? do i LOOK like i hate myself? i'm EMO, not self-depressed.

19)what are some (ha! i changed it! i listened to the rules after all!) things that you love about your life ?
lol God and and and my guitar and and my friends! and and and YOU! and YOU! and and and my music! and my phone! and my everything in general! haha.

soo; i'm tagging
Brenna (again)
Jingyi (again)
Amanda
Christy (again)
and anyone else. it's a QUIZ people. you're not going to die if you do it. it's fun. and fun should be SHARED.

i should PROBABLY do my maths now.

OBAMAISsoGONNAWIN

2008-11-04T20:28:00.002+08:00

yes he is.
GO OBAMA!
haha i told my parents to SMS me IMMEDIATELY after they find out who wins the election.
this is killing me.
i HAVE to know. and i can totally imagine myself, jumping up halfway in some class.
"OBAMA WON! YES! YES! YES! OBAMA WON! MUAHA! YES YES YES YES!"
and everyone will be like, why do you care? you're not even American.

well, HELLO?
USA is like the MOST POWERFUL COUNTRY IN THE WORLD.
EVERY DECISION IT MAKES AFFECTS THE WORLD.
so SOMEBODY has to care right?
chh.

yes.
so.
GO OBAMA! GO! MAKE USA A BETTER PLACE!PLEASE!

haha i think i should change my blogskin soon. but i want to personalise it! SOMEONE TEACH ME!

QUIZ=EPITOMEOFSEXY

2008-11-02T20:58:00.003+08:00

haha so i saw like this quiz on amanda's blog.
and i was like reading the rules. and i was like, wtf?
so i decided i was going to PLAGARIZE (?) and use the quiz anyway. cos i have no idea what the rules are talking about. and i wasn't tagged, but out of my jealousy, MUA HAHA.

Rules!
Number 1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
Number 2. Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. Those people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

note from Anna: i have no idea what the rules are saying, and am toooo lazy to waste brain power trying to understand. so whatever. HERE GOES! ^^

1. What is your cca?
- Baseball (don't laugh, i know.)

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
- HELL YEAH! haha if he was taller. and i think it's too late to say no? *WINK*

3. Do you enjoy going to school ?
- uhm. most of the time i guess. if i was in SAS, haha the answer would be SO different.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- bUY SEXY STUFF. and donate 40percent of it to a charity of my choice. oh, i'll try to give 10 percent to God too, luh.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- Maybe, but only if my best friend were a BOY. i'm sorry, i'm so in love with all those cliched stories, best friends fall in love.

6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved?
-Being Loved. Loving someone is so... painful. trust me. i know from experience.

7. List out your 15 favourite songs. (these change like, everyday? so todays list, o2 November)
a) Let It Rock - Kevin Rudolf ft. Lil Wayne
b) With Me - Sum 41 (usually i hate this band, but when this song was played in gossipgirl i fell in love ^^)
c) Never Miss A Beat - Kaiser Chiefs (who knew that bands with weird names could have such cool songs?)
d) The man who can't be moved - the script (lol this song ROCKS! haha it's WAY TOO SEXY. and the MV rocks.)
e) Natural Disaster - Plain White T's (he'ssoSEXY; ihavetohavehim he'saNATURALDISASTER!)
f) Womanizer - Britney Spears (the mv is seriously awesome)
g) Fearless - Taylor Swift (i can play this on guitar!)
h) Breathe - Taylor Swift (i can play this on guitar TOO!)
i) Shake It - Metro Station (haha this song is so ADDICTIVE!)
j) Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings (lol marilyn intro-ed it to me! how sexy is this song, we may never know.)
k) Starstruck - Lady GaGa ft. Space Cowboy and Flo Rida (this song is freaking sexy.)
l) Big Girl Now - New Kids On The Block ft. Lady GaGa (lol this song is freaking hot.)
m) Livin' In A World Without You - The Rasmus (don't blame me. Personally, i blame The Rock Show on Channel V)
n) Viva La Vida - Coldplay (lol i used to hate coldplay, but who could hate a band with a masterpiece such as this?)
o) These Hard Times - Matchbox Twenty (see end note of Kaiser Chiefs [c] )

8. If the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do?
- I'd tell him i like him. then avoid him. i have to get over him SOMETIME.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
- seeing YOU<3 haha. and coke. coke gets me high. oh! and playing guitar. but mostly because i've seen, or made contact with, YOU! haha or, to be more specific, HIM!

10. What makes you angry?
- people who are too lazy to be original and copy me. haha and of course, naughty people. oh and schools which are only concerned with the SYSTEM, and not with the individual needs of the students. haha yes. i am so deep.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
- What a question. A SUPERSTAR , then? a farmer?

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?- YOU! hahahahaha, of course family and friends too~

13. What is the most important thing in your life?
- GOD; my iPhone, and MSN, and friends, YOU, and YOU, and haha my guitar? and SYS and SOAR. haha.

14. Would your rather be single and rich or married but poor
- Married but poor. I already am rich and single, not that cool (JK). Love is the greater than all the riches in the world combined. haha so i'd rather be in love, thank you very much.

15. What are your favourite colours?
-pink! purple! green! black!

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- lol NOT MY VIRGINITY! (i can't believe amanda said "why not?") HAHA i'd onl;y give have sex with my boyfriend after he MARRIED me okay. haha.

17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- LOL too late! AND I don't know what to do! i'll probably take the one who feels the same way about me? or the christian? or the one who asks first! lol or the one i feel more strongly for. or i'll ask God for HELP!

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done
-haha i would say no, but God says i should, and every person has SOME degree of goodness in them, so yes, probably i would. if the person asked for it and was really sorry. ^^

19. What do you want to tell the person you like?
- I know this is going to be so hard. but i'm still so darn in love with you. and i know the chances that you feel the same are close to none. but still.

20. What type of person will you fall in love with?
- someone taller, funny, nice, doesn't have to be older, doesn't have to be clever, but he has to be street-smart, someone who loves me for me, who tells me that he loves me. he has to care enough, and be willing to understand my situation and willing to keep it down. Someone who never cuts me off. and he knows when to shut up. someone who's not afraid to be open, but knows when its the best time to close.

someone like you.
haha SEE HOW DEEP I CAN GET? lol

The 5 to do this quiz:
-Brenna
-Jingyi
-Christy
-Cassiie
-WHOEVER. (cos i really dont care lol)

haha WHAT A SEXY QUIZ! I LOVE QUIZZES.

oh hey does anyone know how i can get my own blogskin? i really want to make, but NO ONE WANTS TO TEACH ME *pout*
haha

annaifiedbaby;;

i wait.

I FREAKING LOVE YOU

we're all part of the same sick little games;

mariana's trench

this present day.

SUMMER. SUMMER? SUMMER.

i've always secretly wanted to be emo.

TWITTERMECRAZY.

HAPPY TWENTY DAYS.

change is good. i think.

subliminal messaging

it's been eight sweet days.

COME AND SEE.

wooo hooo!

SCREW YOU, DD, AND R-whatever.

0:00

sigh.

ANNA THE BUSY LITTLE BEEEEEEEEEEEE!

ROMEO, YOU'RE SO UW!

180409

i feel like shit.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY T!/ ASHIM'S BACK!!!!!!!

RETREATTT!

the big 1-OHOH!

EARTHHOUR/MARKSPARTY/99THPOST! boy. i AM busy.

chinese!

bored.

two songs.

LOSER LOSER DOUBLE LOSER.

epiphany

I AM SO FREAKING BORED.

Reveries

GEOGRAPHY! *dies* GEOGRAPHY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENNA FREAKING TAY!

homework.

it's been downloaded!

YES YES BLOGSKINS!

MUSICROCKSMYSOUL.

happy birthday cass!

QUIZ. sarcasm.

stomachache; what did i eat wrong?

emoingagain

i'm not angry. i'm just sad.

if

you belong with me

accesoriesandSHOES;BABY!

Tongue Tied

random much?

i'm nothing.

I AM SO ANTI-VALENTINE

valentines day is a pain

I LOVE BRENNA AND HILARY

a fireworks display

TAG REPLIES

emo

shopping in singapore, DAMN CNY

I LOVE CLUB MED

she just gave up

i'm offended :]

psycho hospital!

"i'm an attention whore."

love is the slowest form of suicide

so sick of love songs

I ISH NO SNOB OKAYISH.

Get a Life

sorry cass TT

secondhandserenadeBABY

shaolin? whatEVER.

gah.

emoingagain

emo-ing out

晴天

i don't need you or your stupidity

OMG GOOGLE SEARCH!

snowballs

I LOVE CASS

TO DO LIST

i'vealmostfailed;

NEW HAIRSTYLE FOR THE HOLIDAYS!

GEOGRAPHY! dies GEOGRAPHY!