please don't rip off. HOW RUDE. I WILL MAKE AN INTERNET MOCKERY OF YOU!

if you can't see the navigations, i may have to slap you virtually.

this girl has been BLISSFULLY HAPPY since 200609.

TWITTER!

this girl's name is Anna, a student currently running the streets of SAS; exMGSian; exSSISian (thank god.). She's no longer in S3Amber, and is going to be a SOPHOMORE! She loves singing and teaching herself guitar, and to her, music is life. She's born on 27O194; in a place known to the world as New Zealand. She's a christian, and she can't wait for the next retreat! she wants you to add her on facebook, RIGHT NOW. She hearts fashion and clothes, but her friends mean more. her email; is annaified@hotmail.com. Anna, evidently, hearts many things
but the one she hearts the most; is YOU

Be who you are and say what you feel; because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind - Dr. Seuss



FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER DAMMIT! love:]

anna is very bored.
and she HATES homework.
sigh. and she, as usual, is very very very very miserable.
siiggghhhh.....
and christy dear, GET A GRIP.
he:
DOES NOT HATE YOU.
THINKS YOUR PRETTY.
MATCHES YOU.
LOOKS PERFECT WITH YOU


okay? gosh. JIA YOU!
haha
now back to self-depression.
i think i'm becoming emo? HAHA SAVE ME PEOPLE. WHAT KIND OF FRIENDS. SERIOUSLY.
have i mentioned that i love marilyn very much?
haha SHE IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWESOME!
^^ lol
but i must admit i am VERY jealous *grins*
hahaha not fair lah!
lol lol lol







she sleeps by day,
and cries by night



oh well. get a grip dear soul ^^
sigh. STINKY HOMEWORK. HMPH.





i think i'll slack and change my blogskin. i have like, 10 to get through anyways.
><















T.T

i feel so confused.
what can i do?




aiyah i cannot freaking take it anymore>< i HATE THIS.
anyways. THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR KIND AND SWEET COMMENTS ON THE CBOX.
i would reply you personally, honestly, but this cbox thing is NOT WORKING IN MY INTERNET, and and and it only works in my iphone, which i lent to ashim.


SO I CAN'T REPLY FOR THE TIME BEING!


but you guys (you know who you are, ESP MARILYN!) ARE AWESOME!
thankiews very very very very much.




anyways, have i ever mentioned how much i HATE HORMONES!
they cause such, unnessecary feelings okay. i mean, i know sometimes i think they are the BEST THINGS THAT COULD EVER HAPPEN TO YOU (it's called being in love) but other times, they seriously piss me off.
...... not really a good reason. aye.
i guess i have sort of a love-hate relationship with hormones? hahahahaha I LOVE BEING IN LOVE. I HATE BEING IN LIKE. SIGH THIS SUCKS.






better to have LOVED AND LOST;
then to have never LOVED AT ALL.




i want to love
i really do.
but who else can i love?
when the one i want is you.



written in impulse by ANNA LING.




it's so hard to let go
when i'm still holding on to you.





god. all these feelings are so overwhelming and all that. i feel so. angry. sad. jealous. at the same time. WHY AM I LIKE THAT.
depression has taken over my soul.



i know it's a trick
a lie
a trap
and it's nowhere near true.
but i can't help myself
from falling in love with you.
GOD.




you know the feeling where you KNOW HE DOESNT LIKE YOU AND ALL.
how can i cope? gosh. SOMEONE KILL ME. TEAR MY HEART OUT AND LEAVE ME HERE TO DIE. PLEASE. I FEEL SO WEIRD INSIDE, LIKE SO.... HARD.
and dizzy.
and tired.
and i've tried. and tried.
you know how FREAKING HARD IT IS TO FIND LOVE IF YOU'RE ANNA LING?!
gosh.





someone take me away.







i'm so tired of being happy.

haters haters go away
please come back when you're okay

i wrote this for a friend when i was in s2.
lol just want to show it i guess. (thanks marilyn for the MOTIVATION!)
haha



Before After Now

They say
Absence makes the heart grow fonder
I know it's true


But I don't
think i could fall anymore in love
with you with you


so here i am on my knees
begging you
begging you to stay
stay with me


cos i love you more then anything
i've had before
and i'll never stop
after all, after all
i want you i need you
right now, right now
i love you, before after now


your smile
makes my heart beat much faster
you know it's true

you are
the only one who can make me
blush, hell yeah


without you i fall
bring me back
get me up
off my feet
off my feet


cos i love you more then anything
i've had before
and i'll never stop
after all, after all
i want you i need you
right now, right now
i love you, before after now




cos i love you more then anything
i've had before
and i'll never stop
after all, after all
i want you i need you
right now, right now
i love you, before after now



i think about you
i dream about you
can't live without you
my life's a lie without you
so please don't go


cos i love you more then anything
i've had before
and i'll never stop
after all, after all
i want you i need you


cos i love you more then anything
i've had before
and i'll never stop
after all, after all
i want you i need you
right now, right now
i love you, before after now






haha see? not that good i know.
but this was last year!
haha i promise you i'm not THAT bad. hahaha


laugh if you want, i don't care.


be who you are and say what you feel
cos those who matter don't mind
and those who mind don't matter
DR. Seuss.

YESTERDAY WAS FREAKING AWESOME!! haha cell group was DAH BOMB! as usual, GIRLS ARE ALWAYS THE SUPERIOR SPECIES! hahahahha!!! whhoooooooppp! hahaha stephanie, tina, MARILYN and I are the BOMB!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA marilyn is so awesome...





AGAIN, MARILYN YOU ARE SO AWESOME!


haha we have this whole plan where i stay over at her house, she stays over at mine, then i don't have to take the STINKING BUS!
hahahahahahaha YAY US FOR BEING SO CLEVER AND THINKING OF SUCH A WICKED PLAN IN LESS THAN FIVE MINUTES!! ^^


OMG did you know my daddy INSTALLED A CAMERA TO SPY ON ME WHEN I USE THE COMPUTER? WHAT HAPPENED TO PRIVACY. i feel like a prisoner in jail! well HOPEFULLY, THAT MAN HAS A GOOD REASON. he BETTER. but whatever, on the bright side, if we get robbed, we can see who did it! hahahahahahahahah




have i ever told anyone how much i HATE VISTA??? hahahaha lousy parental controls blocked my blog and some of my friend's. AND I DON'T EVEN SWEAR HERE OKAY. unless freaking is not allowed. here. FREAK. hahahahahha








i am a music freak.
have you heard the song "Just Stand Up"? by Various Artists , like, beyonce, MILEY CYRUS(YAY!), mariah, LEONA LEWIS (YAY!), natasha beddingfield, FERGIE, ciara and other people like that. THAT SONG IS FREAKING AWEESSOOMMMEEE!!!! <3 hahaha i'm listening to it now. it ROCKS!


haha its also a bit touching i guess.



why am i writing this post again? oh yeah. retreat (look at title, if you knew that i even had one)
!!! EVERYBODY GO RETREAT!!!

EVERYBODY SHOULD GO RETREAT! GO GO GO! RETREAT RETREAT RETREAT! THEN WE CAN HAVE AN SSIS CRU! HAHAHAHA WHICH WOULD BE SOOO AWESOME!



http://www.soar247.com/retreat



GOO GOOO GOOOO!!!!
i am DEFINITELY GOING! AND SO IS BRENNA! AND HILARY!
HAHA go go go!

HAHA i guess it's been very long since i last updated.






i have so MUCH MUCH MUCH HOMEWORK!!!! KILL ME NOW. although i already mentioned that in my last post ><

anyways..... OH! OH! OH! I GOT AN IPHONE! YEAH BABY! and did you know? alot of people say iphones suck, but i wish to say, that woo hoo baby they are HOT! HAHAHAHAHA. now if only i could hack it. i don't understand all theses tutorials you see..... ><

haha at least i can use internet! for free! HAHAHA


but did you know that the school internet like cannot connect? LOUSY LOUSY SCHOOOL WIFI. hmph! also not my fault can!



hahahahaha i am very very bored right now. oh right i should probably go link people. because that's what so many people have been asking me to do. so i'll do them now.

haha. oh did you know that i'm going to let ashim use my new phone for one WHOLE WEEK??! see how sweet i am? hahahahahahaha

am eating grapes now (TOTALLY RANDOM) these grapes are really really really really sweet......


BUT NOT AS SWEET AS ME! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!






OH I'M GOING OUT on the 20 sept. to bailian... WOO HOO WOO HOO WHOOOP! hahaha I CAN'T WAIT. SERIOUSLY! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
OHH HAVE I mentioned that's lucy's birthday party was AWESOME! i had WAY too MUCH fun if you ask me. SEE? now i'm hyped about going out, when i should be studying!
hahahahahahahahaha. i am so NAUGHTY! hahahahaha oh! have i mentioned that i play tons of volleyball in school? YEAH!!! VOLLEYBALL IS FREAKING AWESOME! HAHAHA i am DEFINITELY joining it in season 2! hahahaha. i say hahahaha too much.



i am mad. anyways, oh! i joined baseball CCA for season one! wicked huh? hahah- oops. i mean YAY! ... i support yankees man! GOOO YANKEES! hahahaha! oh snap! i really am very crazy.





oh well. updates on my life is now over. anna is SWARMED WITH HOMEWORK. so she must LOVE YOU, AND LEAVE YOU.











i HATE work.







SEE YOU GUYS! ><

you know how much work i have?



school is SOOOOOOOOOOO crazy! so much homeworkkkk!!!!!!


kill me nowwww.....>< i am so sad today. so MUCH WORK!. KILL THE ANNA. NOW. WHILE SHES STUCK.hahahahahahaha




i am very sleeppyyyy.








GOODNIGHT and GOODBYE

<3