i feel so confused. what can i do?aiyah i cannot freaking take it anymore>< i HATE THIS.
anyways. THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR KIND AND SWEET COMMENTS ON THE CBOX.
i would reply you personally, honestly, but this cbox thing is NOT WORKING IN MY INTERNET, and and and it only works in my iphone, which i lent to ashim.
SO I CAN'T REPLY FOR THE TIME BEING!
but you guys (you know who you are, ESP MARILYN!) ARE AWESOME!
thankiews very very very very much.
anyways, have i ever mentioned how much i HATE HORMONES!
they cause such, unnessecary feelings okay. i mean, i know sometimes i think they are the BEST THINGS THAT COULD EVER HAPPEN TO YOU (it's called being in love) but other times, they seriously piss me off.
...... not really a good reason. aye.
i guess i have sort of a love-hate relationship with hormones? hahahahaha I LOVE BEING IN LOVE. I HATE BEING IN LIKE. SIGH THIS SUCKS.
better to have LOVED AND LOST;
then to have never LOVED AT ALL. i want to love
i really do.
but who else can i love?
when the one i want is you.
written in impulse by ANNA LING.
it's so hard to let go
when i'm still holding on to you.
god. all these feelings are so overwhelming and all that. i feel so. angry. sad. jealous. at the same time. WHY AM I LIKE THAT.
depression has taken over my soul.
i know it's a trick
a lie
a trap
and it's nowhere near true.
but i can't help myself
from falling in love with you.
GOD.
you know the feeling where you KNOW HE DOESNT LIKE YOU AND ALL.
how can i cope? gosh. SOMEONE KILL ME. TEAR MY HEART OUT AND LEAVE ME HERE TO DIE. PLEASE. I FEEL SO WEIRD INSIDE, LIKE SO.... HARD.
and dizzy.
and tired.
and i've tried. and tried.
you know how FREAKING HARD IT IS TO FIND LOVE IF YOU'RE ANNA LING?!
gosh.
someone take me away.i'm so tired of being happy.
that's what you get | 8:40 PM