how does it feel to be loved?
and how does to feel to be in love?
no one can tell me. no one can explain it.
because you have to feel it. to experience and to know.
then you can feel the uneplainable feeling of love.
how can a flower just bloom over a day?
how can i find another one like you?
you know you're in love when you can't sleep, because reality becomes so much better then your dreams.
you know you are loved when you want time to stop when that person looks deep into your eyes.
why is love painful?
why is love joyful?
why is love what people want?
what do people want?
what do i want?
when can i have what i want?
why can't i have the thing i can't have?
why do i always want the things i can't have more?
and why do we hurt?
why do we hurt?
why am i hurting?
and why do i want this?
why do i want you?
why do i need you?
why do i want the one thing i know i have near no chance of having?
why do i want the near impossible?
is the rush of adrenaline?
or just the feeling i know that i have not felt which i want to feel?
when will i finally get this?
how, if ever, will i ever get it?
and what if it turns sour?
and what if i blame myself?
what if it hurts me?
can i take that risk?
loving someone is giving the chance to break your heart, but trusting the person not to.
but can i take that risk?
can i let go of everything i have had, everything i hold so high?
can i drop it all? and run?
i'm so tired of writing songs no one will hear, dreaming of dreams never to be true.
and i still love you so.
and i'm so darn emo now.
i'm screaming i love you so;
but my thoughts you can't decode.
Labels: emo
that's what you get | 10:11 PM