please don't rip off. HOW RUDE. I WILL MAKE AN INTERNET MOCKERY OF YOU!

if you can't see the navigations, i may have to slap you virtually.

this girl has been BLISSFULLY HAPPY since 200609.

TWITTER!

this girl's name is Anna, a student currently running the streets of SAS; exMGSian; exSSISian (thank god.). She's no longer in S3Amber, and is going to be a SOPHOMORE! She loves singing and teaching herself guitar, and to her, music is life. She's born on 27O194; in a place known to the world as New Zealand. She's a christian, and she can't wait for the next retreat! she wants you to add her on facebook, RIGHT NOW. She hearts fashion and clothes, but her friends mean more. her email; is annaified@hotmail.com. Anna, evidently, hearts many things
but the one she hearts the most; is YOU

Be who you are and say what you feel; because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind - Dr. Seuss



FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER DAMMIT! love:]

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argghhh i got stomachache now.
so bloooddyyy painn.


and yes, i've tried going to toilet.
ARGHHHH
WAHLAU I KEEP FEELING IT GURGLE BEFORE DESCENDING INTO ENDLESS PAIN.
OH MY GOSH.


*stomach gurgles*
OH MY GOSH.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN
PAIN
PAIN
PAIN
PAIN.














now i'm hurt, inside and out

when will you ever find out?






OHMYGOSH.


*runs to toilet*



AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

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crying in soar is so, releasing.


i just feel like, i'm walking away the second i realised i stopped.


i do it for the sake of doing it.


but i want to know.
i need to beileve in Him.



but when life is so wrong, how can i ever see hope?

















go read hilary's blog.
she's awesome.

Labels: emo, SOAR

sleepless nights
and sad goodbyes
was how i spent my summer

i thought that i
had grew out of it
but now it's playing on repeat

i'm stuck and
now i hardly sleep
broken inside is all i can be

and now i'm writing poetry
about a stupid stinky he
what the freaking shitty hell is wrong with me dammit.









okay. so the last line didn't exactly rhyme. but oh, heck it.


i'd like to say
THANK YOU TO B, HIL, S, KA, VINCE, ASHIM AND MARILYN for trying to cheer me up lol.
your effort is oh-so-appreciated! ><
please don't tell me that i'm the only one that's vulnerable

Labels: emo, love is patheticly beautiful, tongue tied cos you take my words away, you belong with me, your face is so beautiful in the moonlight

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i listened to it, and i fell in love with it.

Tongue Tied - Faber Drive


Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

Labels: emo, lyrics, tongue tied cos you take my words away

you know what?
i didn't exactly have the BEST DAY OF MY LIFE TODAY.


someone called me a Jew, dammit.
my nose isn't THAT big, is it? and that is totally besides the point. Jew's are from EVERY WHERE AROUND THE WORLD, so people shouldn't like, stereotype people because of their nose size.

oh. and EDIT! hah.. there is NOTHING WRONG WITH JEWS OKAY. ever watched the nanny? the super cool classic COMEDY everybody loves? yeah well, FRAN FINE IS JEWISH. AND SHE'S HOT. okay? Albert Einstein was jewish, i think. AND SO IS ORLANDO BLOOM. AND MAN, that man is hot. haha. want to see a whole list?

http://www.adherents.com/largecom/fam_jews.html 

OHKAY?

jews are cool. and other people are too.
being "jew" is just a label, or a like, you know, knowing and honouring your background.

SO CALL ME A JEW, I DON'T BLOODY CARE.
in fact, thank you. i am PROUD TO BE REALTED TO ORLANDO BLOOM!

so HAH!

damn! primary school flashback.
well whatever.

i don't care.
HAH.

anyways.
omg my secret is out!
whatever shall i do?
damn damn damn.
oh well.


i must get over it.
he is so not anything to me.
and he is such a.. such a.... GAH.
dammit. why does life have to be so f-ing hard?
and even though this is beside the point?

I'M SO SLEEPY.


OH F LOVE AND ALL IT'S STUPIDITY.

Labels: emo, love is patheticly beautiful

you know, he's not a bad person.


yes, he is.


you just need to sit down, and -


look. i know him. and i've met alot of bad people. He is a bad person. Sure, now he's just - he's just "one of those guys" who likes to bust on everyone. Takes his shots, gives a wedgie, dumps a bucket of something on someone.... and EVERYONE laughs. Just jokes, right? He gets to say and do whatever he wants because he has cool stuff and a nice haircut... Because, really, in this world, all you NEED is a nice haircut. But here's the thing.




He's going ot become a man, and because you and everyone else, has rewarded him for his behaviour year after year after year...... Because his parents don't seem to care... Because ALL he knows now is that it's okay to act that way, to treat people like this... he's going to grow up to be a FULL GROWN greedy, mean, selfish liar.




And your "friend" is one of them. You need to learn this and learn it fast.




Because good people don't get to be happy and sometimes, they don't even get to LIVE.




am i one of them?


you're best friends with someone who treats you like crap. He hangs around with you - i'm sorry, but he hangs out with you solely to make himself feel superior.
And the truth is - you're 10 times better than him.



what about you? what kind of person are you?


Me?

Labels: emo, quotes, spiderman

hilary and brenna sort of and kind of weird me out.
BUT I LOVE THEM ANYWAYS.


anyways;
THANKS CHRISTY AND CASS FOR THE PRESENTS!
yes
i love the purple gloves
and the black choker and pursey thingy!
;] you too are too damn sweet.
haha.
anyway. menopause anyone?
oh well.

Labels: emo, presents people, THANK YOU SO MUCH

the beauty of fireworks must be appreciated in silence.

your ears must be plugged with your hands, to soften the earth-shattering BOOMS of each firework. the only sense which you use is your sight. watch as the fireworks FLYS into the air, before exploding into a million different sparks or a few colours, before plummeting to the ground whilist the colour goes out.

Like life. We have everything, then suddenly BOOM! something happens that makes you shine, some good, something beautiful.

But what no one knows is, they don't know how you did it. They cover their ears, and can't hear. They can only see.

And yet, after the colours start to go out, and you start to fade away,
people let their hands off their ears, and only start to listen after you've died.

Until the next firework comes.





ANYWAYS;
*sudden happiness*
NEW STUDENTTT!

her name is SARAH! and shes really nice and all. and very pretty. haha
oh wells.
anyways, i've got some new photosss!!!
and me and my WONDERFUL holiday.
no really, i mean it.
hahahaha.
anyways marilyn just had dinner at my house and i had the most AWEWSOME time lol.

it was really fun, and we talked alot lol.

but with blogger it's a pain in the ass to upload photos. which sucks.
so maybe next time haha.
so whatever. i'm too lazy haha to blog.
maybe cos i'm PMSing.

oh well. i'm surfing now, if anyone wonders.


anyways, recently i've been feeling a bit empty.
not sad, or heartbroken.
just emo.

maybe cos i don't have anything or anyone to think about. my mind is so unoccupied.
like a blank.a bit bored.




i wonder what i should do.
and i wonder how long i have to wait.

Labels: emo, fireworks are beautiful, new student

hah! i edited my blogskin again!

i dare say, i am getting PRETTY good. YAY YAY! thanks to marilyn and cass, for teaching me a few tips and tricks.

anyways, i think i'm in love with emo.





and emo guys are hot.





yes, i just publicly declared that.


EMO GUYS ARE HOT!

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it has come to my attention that my blog is starting to resemble cassiie's one.


but i don't intend it to! it just does. cos i'm still oh so very emo. i mean, i don't want to be, i just,
you, know, am! damn.
anyways, to protect my ORIGINALITY; pictures are gonna be at the bottom.



i'm still so sad about everything. i'm so. not over anything.

Labels: emo

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