this girl's name is Anna, a student currently running the streets
of SAS; exMGSian; exSSISian (thank god.). She's no longer in S3Amber, and is going to be a SOPHOMORE!
She loves singing and teaching herself guitar, and to her, music is life.
She's born on 27O194;
in a place known to the world as New Zealand. She's a christian, and she
can't wait for the next retreat! she wants you to add her on facebook, RIGHT NOW. She hearts fashion
and clothes, but her friends mean more. her email; is annaified@hotmail.com.
Anna, evidently, hearts many things
but the one she hearts the most; is YOU
Be who you are and say what you feel;
because those who mind don't matter
and those who matter don't mind - Dr. Seuss
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA TO THE MOST IMPT DAY OF THE STINKING YEAR. yes. it is.
as lousy as this year has been for me, and as lousy as it will continue to be for awhile, i believe, i can't believe this event approaching me in the near future causes me to smile. haha. i wonder why. haha.
i LOVE YOU ALL,
and have a freaking happy chinese new year.
I HATE CHINESE NEW YEAR.
(i know, you're like, "whoa. random")
BUT STILL. EVERY YEAR CHINESE NEW YEAR FREAKS UP MY BIRTHDAY. it's so dumb.
and you know what. i, generally, love angbaos (but who doesn't), and i dont care how much i get, BECAUSE its the thought that counts right? anyways, I DISLIKE IT WHEN SOMEONE GIVES ME AN ANGBAO AND BE LIKE, "oh this is your birthday present." i don't want to sound stingy, but SERIOUSLY? i think you know, another angbao, with like five dollars would be a nice way to show the acknowledgement to my birthday. okay?
gah. well. i just had steamboat. haha. T.T i think imma go watch a movie or something.
AH!
CNY ALSO RUINS MY SHOPPING EXPERIENCE! hah!
ALL THE FRIGGING SHOPS ARE CLOSED DAMMIT! and im only here for a DAY. damn.
and all i've bought, is
1. A Zara jacket.
it's black, so i can wear it to school. HAH!
2. A black dress
it's formal and everything! haha
3. 2 shirts from some, you know, little vendor they always have in shops? yeah/
this is the one thing that was NOT affected by stinko CNY holidays.. haha they were pretty cool
4. a dress from the vendor thing
it';s okay. i bought it on impulse and i didnt get to tryy it or anything. i guess if it doesnt fit i'll give it to hilary or something..
haha oh and i bought gifts (specially requested) by Brenna and Hilary.
omg i can't wait to give hilary her's/ hahaha....
oh and i wrote a new song. it's a work in progress i guess. lol
[[annaifieD*-♡ blank. blank. frigging BLANK. ✖★☆*.。゜░ says: imma put that on my blog lol how he know how psycho hil is?
` ❤ blank. blank. blank. says: and he was like, lucky you know last time they use to like you know put the lady in the basket and then into the river? but he said it in cantonese cos he saw her catwalking those vids! ;D HAHAHAHAHAH! on the camera! and the aiport. when she kept saying hi to everyone remember?
[[annaifieD*-♡ blank. blank. frigging BLANK. ✖★☆*.。゜░ says: HAHAHAHA LOL ` ❤ blank. blank. blank. says: after that he kept saying hil is a liitle. *finger point to head* up there. HAHAHAHA ;D [[annaifieD*-♡ blank. blank. frigging BLANK. ✖★☆*.。゜░ says: HAHAHAHAHAHHAA
` ❤ blank. blank. blank. says: but last time he was like, I don't like anna I like hilary better she's very funny!
[[annaifieD*-♡ blank. blank. frigging BLANK. ✖★☆*.。゜░ says: this is SUCH good material. lol OMG REALLY. HAHAHAHAHAHA lol i'm so offended
` ❤ blank. blank. blank. says: oh oh oh you know my dad he said if hil was living in the past ah, she'd be sent to those psycho hospital cos she's so psycho! ;D but of course he was joking. hahahaha anna.
[[annaifieD*-♡ MYLIFEWOULDSUCKWITHOUTYOU; ✖★☆*.。゜░ says: she and her attitude. hmph. see? THAT is a snob. i ish no snob okays.
[c=9]|[/c][c=32]Eh-ren[/c=31][c=11]|[/c] says: okish fine i admit you are no shnob
[[annaifieD*-♡ MYLIFEWOULDSUCKWITHOUTYOU; ✖★☆*.。゜░ says: HAHA YAY! he ADMITS it! hold on. i need to copy this and print it so people will see haha
... i wonder why my msn can't see colour codes.
that's what you get | 8:32 PM
Get a Life
ohhh i'm soooo mad. so so so damn mad.
who is she to bump ME? and i'm lucky i didn't rebound backwards! omg i nearly bounced all the way back to the gym>< whatever. DAMN HER. it's not like i did anything wrong/ lol
"next time she do that, you say sorry ah, i never bump back cos i not as big as you" -someone anonymous
haha. whatever. ignoring her. crazyyy.
and dont think im afraid to say her name, cos i will if you ask.
and i dont care much for blogging about it either. just need to ask. lol
so if you are reading this,
whatever.
GET A LIFE, honey. you might need one sometime. ;D
and i can't believe that you are do life-LESS; that you have to waste your time bumping and bullying.
and you walked ACROSS THE CORRIDOR. you really have nothing better to do?
it's disgusting, how hard you try.
when theres no one left to hate, will you be lonely?
it has come to my attention that my blog is starting to resemble cassiie's one.
but i don't intend it to! it just does. cos i'm still oh so very emo. i mean, i don't want to be, i just, you, know, am! damn. anyways, to protect my ORIGINALITY; pictures are gonna be at the bottom.
i'm still so sad about everything. i'm so. not over anything.
i just can't believe i let him lead me on, until i had nothing left.
and now i still wait and hope.
someone told me that "i had my hopes too high" but what else can i do but exactly that?
it's the only thing i can.
someone told me that "my standards are way too high" but how high are they, really? i can like guys who are COMPLETE LOSERS. you call that high standards?
ah. dammit.
why am i so naive?
the waiting is hell. the watching is worse. i hate you so much but i miss you so much more.
IF YOU SEEK YOU! omg. i'm pmsing. SIGH. i really feel so emoo and down. what the freaking hell is WRONG with me. and my STUPID STUPID computer! omg. SERIOUSLY. oh my my my. T.T i know it's JUST a crush, but i get so down. and i'm STILL waiting to get over it.
BUT HOW BLOODY LONG IS THIS GOING TAKE?
i may look happy on the outside but if you felt how i felt on the inside, you'd understand.
re sou sou xi dou xi la sou la xi xi xi xi la xi la sou 吹著前奏望著天空 我想起花瓣試著掉落 為你翹課的那一天 消失的那一天 下雨的那一天 花落的那一天 教室的那一間 我怎麼看不見 消失的下雨天 我好想再淋一遍 沒想到失去的勇氣我還留著 好想再問一遍 你會等待還是離開
HAH! i am finally over him. i can do BETTER. yes i can. i don't need him. or his ATTITUDE. yes. GO AWAY. hmph. to think i was so tricked. here. i've got some CLCIHEs!
you put the U in stUpid! you're an accessory that just went OUT. i don't need you or your STUPIDTY. your face in the moonlight shined; but in the real light, everything was seen.
HAH! i don't need you! or your... stinko good looks. or. your funny jokes. your freaking unbelieveably cute smile. or your COOL CLOTHES.
omg. i'm way in over my head.
that's what you get | 8:43 PM
Thursday, January 8, 2009
OMG GOOGLE SEARCH!
HAHA OKAY. so i googled so many people and imma put up links of weird stuff that i found. but no facebook. cos you find that EVERYTIME. starting with
hee hee yes this is him. and yes, ashim, i do this JUST to torture you.
MARILYN! http://www.poetry.com/dotnet/P3513371/999/1/display.aspx OMG, btw this really isn't her. just some one, who is FREAKISHLY similar to her. haha.
BRENNA! omg i found a couple of blogs, mainly bianca's and macy's
BUT I FOUND A FREAKING ORBITUARY! touch wood.
freaky. HAHA.
BIANCA! omg this is CANNOT be bianca. impossible. http://www.poetry.com/dotnet/P8998453/999/1/display.aspx hahahaha
i didn't know she was a poet lol
http://www.alivenotdead.com/biancaho/my-fans.html
i'm not sure whether this is her lol. same age youknows. maybe lerhs. lol
JING YI or JOY! OMG OMG OMG
http://www.ningbo-jingyi.com/
http://www.jingyi.com/en/products.html (omg rubber factory! must be poor quality, china product marhs)
http://www.jingyi.co.uk/ (this one nice, SELLS CLOTHES!)
"There are Air Conditioning, Bathrobes, Daily Newspaper, Desk, Hair Dryer in each of the hotel's well-equipped rooms. In addition, this property in Beijing has Executive Floor , Elevator, Bar/Pub, Laundry Service/Dry Cleaning, Meeting Facilities , Nightclub, Restaurant, Room Service. Those looking for first-rate sporting and leisure facilities will find Massage, Gym/Fitness Facilities, Sauna, Steamroom. This charming property has long been a favorite in Beijing for both business and leisure travelers. Jingyi Hotel Beijing is easy to book - just enter your travel dates on our secure online booking form."
SHIOK RIGHT? OMG HAHA/
http://www.chinaglassware.net/ (beibei JING YI Glass factory! i hope the glass don't break and hurt me!)
wah lah why jing yi open so many factories arh?
hahah
MACY! www.macys.com
well. DUH. what did you expect? it's A FAMOUS DEPARTMENT STORE!. CH.
HILARY! http://www.hillaryclinton.com/ (did you know hilary was NAMED AFTER HER!)
http://hilary.com/ (omg a magazine! i knew hilary was HIP, but i never knew a magazine was nameed after HER!)
AND HILARY DUFF'S WEB lol.
www.ultimatehilary.org
haha. OMG omg OMG.
AMANDA!
aiyah EVERYTHING AMANDA BYNES OKAY. I'M WAYYY TO LAZY.
OMG can i import cass back! it's a kind of SHIPMENT! http://www.portfolio.com/resources/executive-profiles/Cassandra--Tang--37029959 WAH CASS SO HIGH ONE AH!
"whats the difference between snowmen and snow women?"
i realise i'm very materialistic. just now, during soccer, i was like, tripped by christy (PLEASE DONT APOLOGOSE I'M FINE NOW) and i was like screaming.
but NOT because i hurt myself. because my BILLABONG jacket was dirty. and now i'm like, OMG it's just a jacket, and like, the inner anna is like fighting back.
Anna : *SCREAMS* Inner Anna: OMG it's just a JACKET. A: But it's a BILLABONG jacket. from HONG KONG I.A: whatEVER. it was MEANT to get dirty. it's a piece of cloth, for crying out loud! A: a BRANDED piece of cloth. and it's pink! I.A: you and your pink. GET A LIFE. A: BUT I HAVE A LIFE! and as i recall, you are a part of it. I.A: whatever..
OMG I WAS WRITHING THIS HALF WAY AND LOOK WHAT I FOUND! http://app1.chinadaily.com.cn/star/2001/1122/pr22-1.html http://app1.chinadaily.com.cn/star/2001/1122/pr22-1.html go! OMG okay continuiing.
A: you're just jealous i have a billabong jacket. I.A: dude. i am you. A: whatever it's a BILLABONG JACKET AND I AM NOT DIRTYING IT I.A: whatever its just a cloth with a fancy name.
omg. i talk to myself in my head. am i going insane? FREAK.
what did you do today? do you remember my name? do you still remember who i am?
i know you finally got taller than me ;D
i remember liking you; lol and how stupid and short i was. i remember how you had a percentage thing going on and how happy and sad i was that day.
i remember moving to shanghai, and meeting someone who looked so much like you. and how he was nothing like you. at all. trust me. haha.
i never actually thought of you; until i saw you today. and i didnt know what to do. i closed the page before the pictures loaded. your name, haha how could i ever forget.
i thought of how i embarrassed myself and how in school i'd just sit around doing nothing. i remember bugging everyone, and i remember that one day.
why did i look like complete shit that day?
haaha.
well.
i don't miss you. i think. i just felt like saying all that. i've changed, and i'll bet all my roxy stuff that you changed too.
i don't know whether i ever want to see you again.