sleepless nights
and sad goodbyes
was how i spent my summer
i thought that i
had grew out of it
but now it's playing on repeat
i'm stuck and
now i hardly sleep
broken inside is all i can be
and now i'm writing poetry
about a stupid stinky he
what the freaking shitty hell is wrong with me dammit.okay. so the last line didn't exactly rhyme. but oh, heck it.
i'd like to say
THANK YOU TO B, HIL, S, KA, VINCE, ASHIM AND MARILYN for trying to cheer me up lol.
your effort is oh-so-appreciated! ><
please don't tell me that i'm the only one that's vulnerable
impossible.EDIT: and officially CHRISTY.
Labels: emo, love is patheticly beautiful, tongue tied cos you take my words away, you belong with me, your face is so beautiful in the moonlight
that's what you get | 7:47 PM
you know what?
i didn't exactly have the BEST DAY OF MY LIFE TODAY.
someone called me a Jew, dammit.
my nose isn't THAT big, is it? and that is totally besides the point. Jew's are from EVERY WHERE AROUND THE WORLD, so people shouldn't like, stereotype people because of their nose size.
oh. and EDIT! hah.. there is NOTHING WRONG WITH JEWS OKAY. ever watched the nanny? the super cool classic COMEDY everybody loves? yeah well, FRAN FINE IS JEWISH. AND SHE'S HOT. okay? Albert Einstein was jewish, i think. AND SO IS ORLANDO BLOOM. AND MAN, that man is hot. haha. want to see a whole list? http://www.adherents.com/largecom/fam_jews.html
OHKAY?
jews are cool. and other people are too.
being "jew" is just a label, or a like, you know, knowing and honouring your background.
SO CALL ME A JEW, I DON'T BLOODY CARE.
in fact, thank you. i am PROUD TO BE REALTED TO ORLANDO BLOOM!
so HAH!
damn! primary school flashback.
well whatever.
i don't care.
HAH.
anyways.
omg my secret is out!
whatever shall i do?
damn damn damn.
oh well.
i must get over it.
he is so not anything to me.
and he is such a.. such a.... GAH.
dammit. why does life have to be so f-ing hard?
and even though this is beside the point?
I'M SO SLEEPY.
OH F LOVE AND ALL IT'S STUPIDITY.
yes i am
i'm waiting on a new day
trying to find a new face.
Labels: emo, love is patheticly beautiful
that's what you get | 7:15 PM